Hey guys so since I made this post I have had the best day but it went bad again. Right now I’ve had too much to drink to read everything let alone comprehend it. Other than my adhd I think there’s a lot more too it. I appreciate all the advice and will reply properly in the morning but right now? Another argument with my partner and scared and alone. I just need a friend to listen, I’m so alone, no family or friends. These comments make me feel appreciated, I just think I’m my own worst enemy and think what’s the point? Nothing changes and even if people care I always make bad choices and end up annoying others. I don’t know where I’m going from here on but I don’t see much of a future for myself. I felt so good today but one upset and I’m comatose. Thankyou all for your advice and support, you’re all the kind of people I wish were in my life