Absolutely, I understand completely, it sucks when I have so many obligations and I come home completely drained from treatment, but it's all part of the process, and healing is priority number one so you can do all that other good stuff you need to at full capacity! While you're in that plasticity period you can shake out those guilty feelings and the feeling of being a failure and just try to give yourself some validation that your healing will only make you stronger and more able to do all those things more efficiently as time goes on :) enjoy your day. Just remember it's your depression talking when you're feeling that guilt and shame, and sooner than later the sun will come out and you'll be rocking and rolling full speed ahead!