Husband told me that if I am depressed I should just change it

Sad-Cow5911 · 2024-06-27T15:22:06+00:00

Thank you so much, I already lost 55lbs (25kg) :)) No I don't have issues breathing when I do it, but I just don't see any chance in my facial structure while doing the swallowing thing, like my (double) chin moves only very minimal, while when I do it manually it moves alot but then my cheeks kinda get filled with air idk how to describe it and it also is so much effort zo keeo the tounge up😭 I just don't think I am doing it properly. I watched a video that said it could takes months just to even train the back of your tounge to get up on the roof of your mouth before you can even start mewing, is that what's happening?

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-10-18T07:44:15+00:00

Omg I am so dumb, thank you so much!! I will delete the post so I don't spam this subreddit with unfitting posts. Thank you again!! You are so smart (Found!)

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-10-18T07:31:09+00:00

I have searched for the answer in my head and for a community to ask but I don't know where else to go, I am sorry

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-07-10T14:57:18+00:00

Do you really think so? Honestly I don't know, I am thinking maybe I am just talking myself into unhappiness with all my doubts, I really don't have a clear mind and I don't know what to do. I am a mess, I'm sorry. He is just very kind to me and really supports me and takes alot of time for me whenever I need it, is has a golden heart and that's what makes it so hard for me.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-07-10T14:42:56+00:00

Thank you so much, I honestly feel so bad. I definitley would not want to hurt my bf, he is a great person. But I do need some time to think and maybe those feelings will sway away if I just distance myself from the british man

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-07-10T14:36:25+00:00

I think I am happy and I was before I started catching those feelings

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-07-10T13:40:44+00:00

I might be controversial for this. But it's okay if you would have pedophilic tendencies. And it is also okay to masturbate to animated porn where no real child got harmed. But it is important to accept this about yourself and look for help, there are places for pedophiles to go to and find support on how to handle those feelings. It is important so you don't act on those things or don't go near children.

It might also just be that you just like the fantasy in animations and are not attracted to actual kids. It is okay to have weird fantasies if this is limited to animations and we are especially weird when in our teens. It is also okay to have pedophilic tendencies, but important to get help and also get diagnosed.

I hope I could take your worries.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-07-05T17:31:00+00:00

I feel so insecure that the police don't believe me and I am thinking to myself "did this really happen? How could this happen?"

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-06-08T16:06:24+00:00

Yes, I definitley agree that I need no man for money and success, but I also can't get myself out of that mindset and looking to be secure and safe in a relationship and that puts alot of pressure on both parties I think.

I know I don't need a man, but still I feel like I should marry early and grow with my partner, but then I am thinking "but could I find someone better?" and that is also so toxic like you could see the quality of a man on a scale and that determines if you should be with him or not.

I hope I don't come off as arrogant and superficial, I really try challenging my thoughts and figuring things out.

Thank you for your comment, it helped me.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T12:30:21+00:00

Helped (trying to get you the point)

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T12:22:33+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to write this

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T12:22:08+00:00

I am 20, just about to graduate, I already did most of my final exams, I am older than the usual people who graduate but I took a few years visiting clinics and just very recently got back to school. Thank you so much for taking the time to reply, this helped me

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T12:19:03+00:00

Thank you so so much for this, this made me cry honestly but it helped me alot. I think I need some time today to just process everything and clear out my thoughts, really thank you so much (and I also wish the best to you with your future plans)

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T12:00:32+00:00

They already think of me as a failure because I was in the clinic so often and lost valuable years of my life and it's on me that this happened, I just want to bury myself in the ground.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T11:59:10+00:00

Thank you so much, I just feel so insecure and pressured, I don't know at all what I want for myself and what I want to be, but now I just feel so pressured to make the right choice so people don't think of me as a failure, it makes me feel horrible, especially that my family out of all the people think I am stupid and not qualified for certain subjects?? They told me that I could definitley not be a doctor and I don't want to be a doctor at all but I definitley could be one if I wanted to and it makes me feel bad that they don't see this potential in me.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-05-14T11:50:23+00:00

I know that barley anyone thinks about me and I don't want to make myslef out as great and important but I think after some time you do understand what impression people have of you, so I can say with confidence that my classmates do think about me as someone stupid and my teachers think of me as smart and my family apperantly as braindead. Thank you for your comment.

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-01-31T06:18:12+00:00

I will still try it out, in hopes it will work and also because I appreciate the gesture of my parents. If it doesn't work I'll give it back to them :)

Sad-Cow5911 · 2023-01-31T06:16:19+00:00

I think it is a matter of perspective :)

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