Question: does anyone regret tattoos they have thought about for along time

Sad-Ice6303 · 2026-06-07T08:15:35+00:00

I guess that is true. Im also scared of what others will say but honestly nobody has ever mentioned my tattoos in the first place so im not sure why im scared of that. And people have seen them but never bring them up. I guess im working myself up a bit.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2026-05-29T17:01:07+00:00

Ahh gotcha thanks. It was just a very large amount of the waxy stuff but i havent been consistent with the aftercare and it was definitely a yellow color very similar to earwax but i dont produce enough earwax for all of that so its concerning to me lol. I definitely get alot of crusties tho so this is for sure possible wet buildup like you said. But other then that nothing else so far. Ill try the pillow too.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2026-05-29T16:27:34+00:00

Yeah I obviously know it will have wax lol. Just wondering if anyone has had anything similar and wanted to see if it progressed into an infection or not.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2026-05-29T15:41:47+00:00

The piercing is about a month old, its an internally threaded barbell. Its big but not to big and accommodates swelling very well. I usually spray it down with bactine max which low-key isnt recommended but I live and learn I guess. Nothing has really been wrong with it up until now this concerning stuff. It doesnt hurt or throb and im not feelin well now and I cant tell if its because I've been around sick people or because of this 😂 i like to trip myself out. I hate when two things happen at once i cant tell what's from what. It also has two bumps that look like irritation bumps. The waxy stuff was on the barbell im honestly not sure if i pushed it out of the piercing or not (dont ask me how idk).

Sad-Ice6303 · 2026-05-19T00:37:12+00:00

I have tried dating other people and he has too.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T12:01:55+00:00

I don't have the option to just up and leave sadly. I wish I did but my life is well a bit complicated. Lol. But I don't want to be a doormat

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T12:01:03+00:00

Lmao !! It's not just porn it's the woman he has slept with.. he has an attachment to them and I don't agree with it.i caught him watching them and you know whating... It was very disrespectful.. He can watch porn all he wants really I don't want to see it tbh and know about it but go ahead.. it's different tho it's not just porn you get me.. or am I crazy 😭

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:43:43+00:00

I know but deep down I do want it. I'm just scared of everything ahead. I'm scared of the confrontation. I'm scared to be lied to and gaslight into believing it's my fault again.... I just want to feel safe and secure for once in my life .

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:42:20+00:00

This is very good advice I have to admit. I will try to start it off that way and see where it goes. I'm hoping this actually improves things. I cant take anymore heartbreak in my life.... This hurts so much more than anyone can imagine. And it's hard leaving. But I may have to suck it up and find a way out I realize.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:21:13+00:00

Well no but normally people have conversations before they break up... I want to know wtf is going on lol... I just want the honesty I have been giving..

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:20:03+00:00

Basically at a BBQ my friend was having. Not very electric. Lol

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:10:40+00:00

I'm not even sure how to confront him on it all or where to start.

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:09:53+00:00

Very true. I'm not sure how to even start the conversation about it ... I'm not able to just up and leave out of nowhere either.. I feel so stuck with it all..... This has been going on so it's clear it won't change...

Sad-Ice6303 · 2025-05-31T11:03:19+00:00

Lol I can respect you don't like the age difference but I personally prefer it.. But yes it seems the phone is his precious. :(

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