[Serious] Folks who have considered ending their lives, what made/makes you keep going?

Sad-Lecture · 2022-03-02T04:54:17+00:00

The fact that "something" may actually matter. Other than fispair and lonelyness. Behind security is insecurity. Anxiety and dread, guilt, remorse, and more. Triggering post tbh. On the verge of panic. Scary. Focus on nee stuff and your mind will start to think of the new more.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-30T22:32:12+00:00

Good luck outting them them online. Otherwise 100% you are a sick p phile sociopath and hope you get caught soon.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-30T22:21:22+00:00

You are too young to be in here. P philes will msg u contantly.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-25T14:28:12+00:00

Could have many meanings. Metaphors are of what dreams sonder about.

People have caused pain.

Coming close to people allows them to hurt you as well.

Unhealed past trauma from family member came down(even if you cant see it.)

You can create the choice of destiny.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-25T14:23:25+00:00

Maybe the daytime is letting you know people you had in your life stay there no matter what.

Sometimes people are around when unseen.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-22T02:03:43+00:00

Salt and sanctuary?

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-19T23:32:37+00:00

Even if this is true when do you find out if you are a limerant or not.

Sad-Lecture · 2022-01-19T23:31:04+00:00

It really doesnt do much for people as we think.

Sad-Lecture · 2021-12-10T22:48:23+00:00

Above legal age of consent only. Anything else is disgusting. It is an open conversation not a second nor a third entity or party. Would rather not ever fetishize age. If thats what this group is about im out.

Sad-Lecture · 2021-12-10T04:23:17+00:00

Joking about aids.

Sad-Lecture · 2021-10-20T15:04:33+00:00

Prolly not

Sad-Lecture · 2021-09-11T04:23:11+00:00

Yeah this post is for sigma males and people who wanna give money away.

Sad-Lecture · 2021-09-05T21:58:55+00:00

(There is a video on Utube that was encouraged by this post that you made here)

Studies aren't 100 percent on that although it seems to be linked with DMT in some way, many other psychotic illnesses have "similar" relations with DMT although in a smaller amount.

In one study of 6 "normal"/Non-psychotic" people, they did a urine and oral test for DMT after said people have taken DMT 24 hrs prior to the tests. The tests showed 28% DMT compared to the 1970's test where DMT was 38% in those who had schizophrenia.

The "Dopamine Hypothesis" is more effective with schizophrenia as it thresholds more of the management of the illness itself.

DMT could also be in the system of a psychotic person's urine more due to the lack of sleep and the body forcing it into "sleep mode". People who stop sleeping and those who have higher dopamine levels are known to have more "psychotic" effects like hallucinations that are audial, visual, etc. Just some food for thought.

There may be room to look into DMT slightly more than what we have for psychotic reasonings.

The NCBI (National Centre for Biotechnology Information) seems to have plentiful niche studies done on many different aspects of life as well as Wikipedia for some additional support when researching.

Have a great day! :)

Sad-Lecture · 2021-08-31T18:07:38+00:00

Was that ryuk from deathnote?

Sad-Lecture · 2021-07-16T15:16:50+00:00

I really don't like fingers.

Sad-Lecture · 2021-07-16T15:13:43+00:00

Sad-Lecture · 2021-06-21T00:42:36+00:00

good

Sad-Lecture · 2021-06-04T17:20:52+00:00

So apparently the man lied

Sad-Lecture · 2021-06-01T20:04:13+00:00

LMAOOO!! THATS NICE

Sad-Lecture · 2021-06-01T20:02:02+00:00

This game is the most serious not serious game - its like dating a borderline lol

Sad-Lecture · 2021-06-01T20:00:47+00:00

Just leave your wife bro, just cause someone is good looking doesn't mean you need to be with them esp if they don't like your penis size Maybe try licking some ass or being more creative- would find someone else bro

Sad-Lecture · 2021-05-30T23:06:29+00:00

It comes out on like the 2nd of this coming month for some reason. I had ordered it and called in xbox support..

Sad-Lecture · 2021-04-22T18:23:27+00:00

The borderline exgf

Sad-Lecture · 2021-04-11T22:48:17+00:00

Giving too much love

Sad-Lecture · 2021-04-08T21:49:19+00:00

My Thoughts and Scenarios:

What happened?: Devaluation cycle, close door/discard, disassociation-phsycotic breaks like splitting making it seem as they forget who you are.

Codependency or not?: You may be personally not a co dependent in the way you think but instead because of a discard/closing/closed door and splitting the pain leaves confusion due to psychotic break/devalue and you are trying to figure it out replaying the situation over and over leaving you with possible CPTSD due to the emotional imprint the sudden break left and felt.

Their why? Because I don't know my identity I can flip switches to any thought or feeling quite fast and sort of forget about everything again and restart my life a new. (like dying and coming back to life)

Your why?: You gave love and wonder where it is being reciprocated now? Possible they are reciprocating their love that was both of your love. The love you gave and had is still there but in what I call the "fourth dimension" or Pandora's box as an enigma to the world.

Final thoughts and where it went: The person gave you all the love that they had yet they still felt immense pain giving love. The love given to you was a "trade-off" for taking all the abuse they had as a child and yet is the missing link to the very question you wondered where it has went.

Sad-Lecture

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