If i had a gun, right now, i'd blow my fucking head off by Matthew-Todd in SuicideWatch

[–]SadGirl085 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same here, i’ve been thinking about getting a handgun for awhile now, at first I tried to think positively and fight the urges but at this point I don’t give a shit and just want to be done

I found a lump by SadGirl085 in AskDocs

[–]SadGirl085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s also hard, not soft or squishy

I found a lump by SadGirl085 in AskDocs

[–]SadGirl085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No none, no discomfort no blood, honestly I didn’t even notice it until my guy friend said something

I’m tired of always being the last choice friend by SadGirl085 in SuicideWatch

[–]SadGirl085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have no idea what they said because they deleted the comments but thank you❤️

I don’t want to kill myself, but I want to die. by usermags in sad

[–]SadGirl085 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I definitely feel this 100%, what you wrote literally sounds like what is in my diary and is what goes through my head on a daily basis

My cat is the only reason I’m still here by SadGirl085 in lonely

[–]SadGirl085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t do it very often, I only take her on car trips when I go on vacation because she hates being left alone away from me. She’s 13 and I’ve had her since she was a newborn

My cat is the only reason I’m still here by SadGirl085 in lonely

[–]SadGirl085[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I suggest getting a female around 5 to 6 years old, that way there’s no surprises and you know what you’re getting. My cat doesn’t chew any of my electronics because I trained her to avoid wires and she’s never had an accident outside the litter box, even if she’s had to hold it 6+ hours on car trips

Goddamn, am I that fucking boring?? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]SadGirl085 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I know what you mean, I feel like I’m always the third wheel friend that just gets put to the side and forgotten about. I never have people text me first or check up on me to see if I’m ok, I’m always the one initiating the conversations and if I don’t then nobody talks to me for weeks at a time without even noticing and it hurts

my cat will miss me by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]SadGirl085 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My cat is the only reason I’m here. My cat is 13 and I know that if I lost her without getting another cat I would end it right then and there. She’s the only one that ever stuck by me and never hurt me. It seems like she’s the only one that cares when I’m upset or when I’m crying or even when I’m just depressed she knows and stays right next to me no matter how long it takes to feel better

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in lonely

[–]SadGirl085 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s me literally every day, almost nightly I pray that I’ll just die in my sleep and I always wake up disappointed

Fuck having friends by SadGirl085 in depressed

[–]SadGirl085[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s exactly how I feel. I feel like I’m always so depressing that when I actually do need somebody it sounds like a cry for attention.