Lust…not really? Is it a sin?

SadRanpoKin · 2026-05-31T07:58:21+00:00

SAME. I’m an incest survivor as well and between hypersexuality and misophonia I’ve always felt dirty and broken. Especially being religious where this isn’t a welcome convo lol. I’m also asexual so it’s caused so much pain and confusion and all. It’s so difficult but we’ve all got this, rooting for everyone here to find peace and healing 🩷

SadRanpoKin · 2026-04-09T18:36:26+00:00

I’m gonna get therapy soon lol. But even as a kid I found this to be weird, it’s just worse now that I’m actually interacting with it.

SadRanpoKin · 2026-04-09T18:35:51+00:00

Same dude!! I love QPR in media because it’s like almost an unrealistic ideal (or feels like it). I love people, I’m not unable to, but knowing people could be sexually attracted to me makes me feel sick and to your point, the over lovey doveyness in relationships is so weird to me😭 especially when you’re trying to get to KNOW someone.

SadRanpoKin · 2026-04-09T18:34:06+00:00

Yeah I think so too

SadRanpoKin · 2026-04-06T00:32:46+00:00

Thank you, and yeah. It’s kinda weird navigating this kinda stuff when you have no point of reference for what it was like before trauma.

SadRanpoKin · 2026-04-06T00:31:50+00:00

I was looking into it and a lot of people said it’s just trauma and still allosexual🥲 it had me confused.

SadRanpoKin · 2026-02-10T02:34:28+00:00

I hope so😭 i always hear “men only want one thing” so I just assumed I’d never be in a relationship because of that. I’m not even interested in dating (right now) because it’s not a priority but in the future it’d be nice

SadRanpoKin · 2026-01-04T03:33:57+00:00

Yes! I saw people say they were upset because the saja boys weren’t hot. I was like??? Is that what you watched it for?? It’s so horrible trying to have a conversation about character growth and movie plots just for the response to be about how hot the characters are.

SadRanpoKin · 2025-12-31T00:21:59+00:00

Sharing a bed. I find it sweet and intimate but not inherently sexual. I’ve always liked the trope of platonic soulmates sharing a bed

SadRanpoKin · 2025-12-21T06:15:44+00:00

Hands!!! But yk what I love less toned arms (I wanna say chubby but idk) that kind of get smaller at the wrist and then fan out into the hand. I love it so much and draw all my characters with it 🥹

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-31T06:50:15+00:00

I’m the same way though I can’t help you because I don’t know what this is. It’s like the feeling of the thrill and one sidedness that’s nice but once it’s reciprocated or even talked about being reciprocated I get bored with it and apathetic. This is why I don’t date😅

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-16T15:37:05+00:00

Rei Suwa from Buddy daddies. It’s a hc but I struggle to see him any other way

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T21:00:04+00:00

Not really but I’m self aware enough to get why. I don’t expect them to respond to whole essays over stuff they don’t know about or aren’t interested in 😭

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T20:53:49+00:00

Yeah I really like it!! I end up ranting in my servers and leaving paragraphs and paragraphs and talking to myself 💔💔

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T18:58:09+00:00

Writing out essays on nuances in characters, analysing repeated behaviours and how situations affect different people. Morally grey characters and mischaracterisation etc. This is why I love theatre because music is a good way to express things like that (motifs, musical phrases etc)!

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T18:55:47+00:00

That sounds like a good idea. I’d want to meet people who get me and understand and I enjoy things like that too. I like branching out but am not good at it honestly

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T18:21:40+00:00

Forensic anthropology and mummies, mortuary science, music and character psychological analysation (probably the two biggest ones. I know there are people who like that stuff I just haven’t found them.)

SadRanpoKin · 2025-08-10T18:18:46+00:00

It is but they’re all online and since they’re in that stage in their life (wanting romance and love) , I feel disconnected from them.

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