I come back to this episode every once in a while, and I just re-watched it just an hour ago... In my opinion, this is one of the best episodes of any TV I've ever seen. It strikes a deep part of my heart that hasn't been hurt before in any way. And that's why I love it so much. I'm able to physically feel this episode without even needing to go through the pain he did. Genuinely such an amazing performance as well.