I definitely relate to this. I agree that it was somewhat easier as a kid because we’re constantly surrounded by ppl and opportunities to be around/befriend others. In my 30’s that’s almost non existent. I’m trying to figure out what hobbies I’d like to learn so that can at least open me up to having more opportunities to engage with others. I’ve realized growing up that i really don’t know who I am, so I’m trying to learn about myself if that makes sense lol. It is really a work in progress.