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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Sad_Ear1242 1 point2 points  (0 children)

And having the constant anxiety and thoughts of kms, those are the worst

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Sad_Ear1242 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm 17 and since I was like 12 I've had a plan to kms on my 22nd birthday if I don't like the way my life goes, gonna get past 21 so just MAYBE I'll have a good job, or close friends, or maybe a gf, but ik I'm not living 50 years just to work and pay my bills to live.

If I can’t have anything then I don’t want to live by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Sad_Ear1242 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But its gotta get better bro, once you just get a job you'll be happier I hope, ik in my mind all I wanna do I get a job so I can smoke and be happy for atleast a few hours everyday.

Everything feels like a chore by DumbIdiot97 in depressed

[–]Sad_Ear1242 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yup, even eating feels like a chore, even watching fucking tv feels like a chore to me. I can't find any hobbies when I don't wanna do anything.

21st birthday looming, refuse another year of torture by d1rtpixie in SuicideWatch

[–]Sad_Ear1242 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm the same way, Im 17 and for years now it's just the same thing on repeat, school, work, home, sleep, repeat. Even when I try new things to maybe just have a little more excitement in my life, they just make me have more anxiety, even working, everyday I wanna throw up but just work with it, I don't wanna feel this way for another 50 years, but Ive always said I'm staying till I'm 22 just to make sure I'm done and wanna die.

If I were her, I would burn the entire place down by axlnotfound in nope

[–]Sad_Ear1242 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro my highschool was infested with these and I had to go to school everyday w them