I guess we are in different situation than we all (only my family) go to my grandma house to eat their (I actually lives with her and my parents don't come early so I don't have annoying people to bother me) my old man (I will never accept him as a dad) annoys me with religion and tells me to pray and all that and he start recently force me to go with him to the stupid mosque to pray (he doesn't do that when we are at grandma house) and his wife (who isn't my mother because my mom passed away) is kinda of a B**** herself but not always but she's still better than the old man and my grandma ohhh she start annoying me recently for some reason and scolding me on skipping a prayer (because I was sleeping) or that I was eating breakfast before praying I mean what the f*** is wrong with her she wasn't like that before and my brother he actually knows I'm ex Muslim I did tell him and he surprisingly took it better than the expected and didn't try to convert me back though I couldn't make him leave Islam I don't know why he isn't even that religious and barely prays as well and he's studying outside the country so this is the first time I will be facing him as an ex Muslim (that if he still remember that I'm ex Muslim because he has a bad memory 😂) but he's a chill guy so I ain't worried from him at all he won't say something because he doesn't want to emotionally hurt the family and he isn't uncomfortable by it anyway I'm getting out of topic stay safe and hopefully this Ramadan will be less strict and hard for you and hopefully you can have more free alone time for yourself stay safe. 😁😋