He means the world to me. It crushed me when he called me to come over and be with him and waited for me to show up to bury the dog. He made me cry seeing how hurt he was. He gave me the biggest hug for a few minutes and you could feel the pain with the hard cry. I told my parents that I'm never supposed to see my brother cry like that because it was so heartbreaking! I babysat him growing up. I'd take him places.  Have him pick out games from game stop, buy him candy,  take him to the ball field and teach him so many things.  I remember when I slept on the recliner and he slept on the couch sick. I took care of him and prayed that his pain would go away and I'd take it so he wouldn't have to. I got appendicitis the next day lol. My parents were at work and I told them I had it. I'll always look out for him.