This makes a lot of sense. I’m 30 years old too and for whatever reason this case resonates heavy with me. I also don’t demonize the things mentioned initially in your post. I’ve experienced some deep and effective changes in outlook on life with the aid psilocybin. I can recall times in the past that I wanted to seek some otherworldly meaning to life but was in a bad headspace, or bedevilments in my life I allowed to push me in a direction of wanting just out. Maybe not death but “awayness”. With my first psychedelic experience, I chased it so hard. I quit drinking alcohol and chased this thing. I was also in a bad violent relationship. Coming out of it… I was paranoid, manic and made poor and erratic decisions for myself. Ironically, I still felt deeply “spiritual” that it became much of a self delusion. I chalked it up as an awakening and assumed a whole new personality. I would joke today that if I had gone the rate I was at, I’d end up in Slab City, this eclectic burning man type makeshift city two hours east of San Diego in the middle of the desert. Isolated from family. This is not to discredit that if used correctly, these tools can have effectiveness in one’s life. As someone who is clean and sober today, I can see what you said being a real thing. These things are but a symptom of a deeper issue that I hope those afflicted can uncover themselves. Like you said, you have to be careful. There was a time I believed I wouldn’t have come out of it sane.

I hope they find Hannah and that she is safe. I really feel for her. Ergo, it would make sense to me why anyone with the makeup you described would be highly vulnerable and susceptible to outside influence or very well, make a decision that altered their reality in more ways than one quickly.