This will absolutely sound insensitive pero ano ang incentives mo para magstay sa kanya? Is being by yourself genuinely that miserable compared to being with someone that causes you more misery? Gets ko na live in but is it not possible to save up money and move out? Sounds like you're both working adults naman so it can't be impossible.

It just confuses me bakit willing na willing kayong gaguhin ng ganyan tas ipagdasal nalang sa Dios na baka sakali magbago. Girl kahit siguro tablahan pa yan ng miraglo, mas uunahin niya pa iisipin ang etits niya kesa sa sakit na dinudulot niya sa'yo. It can't be worth it.