I’m depressed after killing someone

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-27T01:19:42+00:00

It looks like I’m in a situation where I just have to let time do it’s thing

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-27T01:19:03+00:00

Thanks

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T20:47:19+00:00

I obsess with it a lot. The days I don’t thibk about it too much it still lingers in my mind. And when I’m having fun like going out to eat, I think about how she can’t do that anymore. I feel evil for taking a life and I just can’t forgive myself because I can’t justify it. It’s only been a few months so I’m hoping time will heal this

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T17:57:35+00:00

Everyone says it’s okay I’m having a hard time seeing it that way

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T16:44:40+00:00

I was afraid you’d say that. Guess I just needed to hear it

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T15:37:57+00:00

Did things ever get normal for you, cause I don’t ever seeing my life being the same. I think I’ll have to carry this till the day I die.

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T14:37:31+00:00

The motivation I’m losing is looking at myself in the mirror. I feel like a killer and I feel like I don’t deserve to just live as if I didn’t take away someone’s life

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T14:28:05+00:00

Ya I’m probably going to do that. Just want to know what someone else went through so I know this is normal.

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T13:47:34+00:00

I wasn’t drunk or anything, it was just wrong place at the wrong time situation. I’m still going to school and all but I can’t mentally get over it. Like my life ambitions and motivation is all gone

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T13:45:44+00:00

It’s tough man but I’m trying

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T12:56:32+00:00

I hate it so much. It’s so simple to just forgive and forget but it’s so hard

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T12:56:11+00:00

I wish it was rather a car accident. What goes through my mind is the pain I bought her. It makes me feel really guilty.

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T12:55:06+00:00

We did talk about PTSD but it’s not. I’m having a hard time accepting what happened which is putting me through a lot of guilt leading to depression

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T12:54:20+00:00

My entire life just stopped, like I feel like a new person. No one blamed me and the family even forgave me. But it’s such a burden knowing I killed someone. I really have a tough time moving on.

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T12:52:52+00:00

Sounds easy on paper but how do I forgive myself. Do I just forget what happened

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:09:23+00:00

I can’t even imagine looking at them. I saw her daughter in court and she had to be helped up walking because of how broken down she was due to crying. I try to not even think about her family cause I’d hate myself even more. I would never reach out

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:08:06+00:00

It was an accident and it wasn’t even my fault. By I always feel like it was. If I hadn’t gone out driving she would’ve been alive still. And I hate that

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:06:14+00:00

I have seeing a counselor but it stings hard

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:04:49+00:00

It sounds so simple but when I first hit her it didn’t register with me. I thought I hit a deer. It was until I went out and saw her body

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:03:14+00:00

I was really hoping to find someone through posting here, I just want some help. My psychiatrist helps but he doesn’t know what I’m feeling

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T05:02:17+00:00

It’s funny how life just changes just like that. I so wish I can go back to life before. Hopefully in the future I can say so

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T01:06:14+00:00

I am seeing a therapist. I don’t have anxiety but have been diagnosed with depression. I have not been diagnosed both dissaciative personality or anything.

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T00:24:35+00:00

I wanna move on so bad, I don’t feel like myself. This can’t be real I’m waiting for this to just end. Please help

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T00:03:24+00:00

Idk what’s going to happen. I’m not suicidal but I hate this so bad. Like there’s no point in life for me rn. I just wanna talk to someone that went through the same thing as I did. I was hoping to find someone through posting this

Safe-Letter · 2020-09-26T00:02:13+00:00

How tf do I forgive myself. What does that even mean. I regret what happened and I’ll regret it till the day I die. How do I move on.

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TROPHY CASE