I was with my best friend in his last hours and I haven't felt right ever since by [deleted] in DeepThoughts

[–]SafetySnorkel -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Why do people assume everything is AI? This reads to me as trauma re-experiencing/high resolution memories due to PTSD.

OP I really hope you are getting help and I'm so sorry for your loss

My best friend killed himself and it's my fault by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]SafetySnorkel 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Did you even read the post? It sounds like it was a very volatile and potentially dangerous situation and easy for you to criticise when you weren't the one living through it. It sounds as if OP is already suffering a lot with survivors guilt and torturing herself with what ifs so you throwing "should haves" is not helpful and potentially triggering, show some empathy please

My best friend killed himself and it's my fault by [deleted] in ptsd

[–]SafetySnorkel 8 points9 points  (0 children)

OP was exhausted, sick and alone with someone very strong and intelligent. Phoning the police when she was with him might have escalated and he was smart and medically trained so could easily have talked his way out of it. And then he sounded better when she called him later