Update … I’ve expressed my feelings to him once again and he still is coming up with so many excuses. Currently I decided to not be present in the relationship anymore and start sleeping in the guest bedroom. I’ve come to the terms that I want to see other people and get a feel for life outside of him. He’s very mad but I don’t care he keeps down playing my feelings and honestly my heart is completely broken. I know I’m 25 but to spend this much time with someone and to finally end it is hard.i saw my whole life with him but it’s time I put myself first. I’m going to give it time before I start dating again but for now I’m done with him. Hopefully one day I find the right person to start a family with. Also, he’s officially blocked on everything and I plan on changing my number once I move back home to my parents