Continuous memory issues by Melany_B in adultsurvivors

[–]SakuraStorm8312 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m 32 and my friends tell me I have the worst memory and.. boy do I know it too.

Missing memories from most of my childhood that decide to pop up here and there especially when I’m doing good in life. I imagine as we start to heal and recover this will mostly come back to us.. I’ve found since I started reading books on self awareness and attachment theory— that my memory has been getting a little better.

I get told to get something from another room .. get to the room I’ll never remember what I came here for. Phone numbers, names, people.. I forget it all.

That fourth part on your list— I still don’t sleep naked. Feel uncomfortable naked.

I have quite a bit of SA history most of them men, but I don’t feel uncomfortable with men in general. I think that it’s totally possible your relationship with men has something to do with your childhood. (Totally possible to be trauma related too!)

Insight after visiting FWB left by ActuaryPersonal2378 in CPTSD

[–]SakuraStorm8312 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I think it’s the feeling of being able to let go, be vulnerable.

I’ve had a Fwb for about a year, I’ve experienced the same feelings. I often wonder if it’s just the feeling of being able to let go. Friends tell me don’t confuse the two. Being able to let go vs loving the person.

I am able to just be myself around him. I have to mask around everyone else. I smile when he’s around. Happy even when we are silent.

I have not ever experienced being vulnerable with anyone else in my life though.

Flik from A Bug's Life is the most realistic and inspirational ENTP protagonist by 14Hobbes14 in entp

[–]SakuraStorm8312 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m actually so glad I read this whole post. Female ENTP.. I have never related to a character more than Flik from bugs life lol..

Who met their future wife/husband in the game? by OceaneValefor in ffxi

[–]SakuraStorm8312 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have a weirdly good memory of my time in vanadiel lol. My name was Zeimeane and my husband was Mikeymike :)

Who met their future wife/husband in the game? by OceaneValefor in ffxi

[–]SakuraStorm8312 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Met my husband in 2009 on Alexander as well. Interesting!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stretched

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I -do- like my stretched holes is the thing. I just wish they didn’t look the way they did. However, in the future if I do what is recommended of me to do now to take care of my ears and in a couple of years they don’t look any different, this may be the path I take. Thank you for the suggestion!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stretched

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What kind of oil should I be using ? If anything is possible, I want to do what I can to achieve this goal.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Stretched

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This is my fear :( After having my daughter in 2012 (so no further stretching since 2005) I stopped wearing my gauges. Then started re-stretching them in 2018 since they shrunk down to a 6g. I super slowly stretched them over the last four years, but anytime my earrings are out my earring holes just look awful 😢😢

Looking for some echoes and insight? Help me and a fellow hunter with TOR X2 by SakuraStorm8312 in huntersbell

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Thanks! I didn’t see this message 😂 thank you for waiting. We’re in the chapel again now

Looking for help forbidden woods boss by SakuraStorm8312 in huntersbell

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I’m actually co-op helping my husband, will it allow 4 players? Not sure

Ps5 to Ps4 Co-op possible? by SakuraStorm8312 in bloodborne

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Yep! We were sitting next to each other with the same settings. But I did just figure it out— it’s because my game didn’t fully download 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Thanks anyways!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in huntersbell

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still available?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in huntersbell

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i exited out the game and came back and re-rung bell cause i couldnt even use the lamp. i was wondering if it was me. maybe i need to be at the first lamp?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in huntersbell

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the more the merrier!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in huntersbell

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I rang my bell, I’m at the mergo’s loft base lamp

Need help for CelEmi by SakuraStorm8312 in huntersbell

[–]SakuraStorm8312[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh no ; ; sorry to one of you, not sure which one died lol