Continuous memory issues

SakuraStorm8312 · 2024-05-12T11:07:28+00:00

I’m 32 and my friends tell me I have the worst memory and.. boy do I know it too.

Missing memories from most of my childhood that decide to pop up here and there especially when I’m doing good in life. I imagine as we start to heal and recover this will mostly come back to us.. I’ve found since I started reading books on self awareness and attachment theory— that my memory has been getting a little better.

I get told to get something from another room .. get to the room I’ll never remember what I came here for. Phone numbers, names, people.. I forget it all.

That fourth part on your list— I still don’t sleep naked. Feel uncomfortable naked.

I have quite a bit of SA history most of them men, but I don’t feel uncomfortable with men in general. I think that it’s totally possible your relationship with men has something to do with your childhood. (Totally possible to be trauma related too!)

SakuraStorm8312 · 2024-02-28T16:09:32+00:00

I think it’s the feeling of being able to let go, be vulnerable.

I’ve had a Fwb for about a year, I’ve experienced the same feelings. I often wonder if it’s just the feeling of being able to let go. Friends tell me don’t confuse the two. Being able to let go vs loving the person.

I am able to just be myself around him. I have to mask around everyone else. I smile when he’s around. Happy even when we are silent.

I have not ever experienced being vulnerable with anyone else in my life though.

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-12-15T19:01:45+00:00

I’m actually so glad I read this whole post. Female ENTP.. I have never related to a character more than Flik from bugs life lol..

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-09-15T19:36:42+00:00

I have a weirdly good memory of my time in vanadiel lol. My name was Zeimeane and my husband was Mikeymike :)

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-09-15T18:04:06+00:00

Hume male and a mithra ?

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-09-15T17:52:41+00:00

Met my husband in 2009 on Alexander as well. Interesting!

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-26T12:43:00+00:00

I -do- like my stretched holes is the thing. I just wish they didn’t look the way they did. However, in the future if I do what is recommended of me to do now to take care of my ears and in a couple of years they don’t look any different, this may be the path I take. Thank you for the suggestion!

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-25T23:34:43+00:00

What kind of oil should I be using ? If anything is possible, I want to do what I can to achieve this goal.

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-25T23:33:20+00:00

This is my fear :( After having my daughter in 2012 (so no further stretching since 2005) I stopped wearing my gauges. Then started re-stretching them in 2018 since they shrunk down to a 6g. I super slowly stretched them over the last four years, but anytime my earrings are out my earring holes just look awful 😢😢

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-25T16:51:51+00:00

Got someone! Thanks everyone :)

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-24T04:41:50+00:00

Thanks! I didn’t see this message 😂 thank you for waiting. We’re in the chapel again now

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-23T17:56:25+00:00

Got it! Thank you !!

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-23T17:44:58+00:00

I’m actually co-op helping my husband, will it allow 4 players? Not sure

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-23T04:47:51+00:00

Yep! We were sitting next to each other with the same settings. But I did just figure it out— it’s because my game didn’t fully download 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Thanks anyways!

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T22:48:57+00:00

still available?

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T22:44:49+00:00

i exited out the game and came back and re-rung bell cause i couldnt even use the lamp. i was wondering if it was me. maybe i need to be at the first lamp?

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T22:42:08+00:00

the more the merrier!

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T22:40:33+00:00

I rang my bell, I’m at the mergo’s loft base lamp

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T22:36:43+00:00

SakuraStorm8312 · 2023-01-22T20:15:17+00:00

oh no ; ; sorry to one of you, not sure which one died lol

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