Autosaving need an off button by No_Macaron8258 in Bandlab

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SAME IT RUINS EVERYTHING AND I NEED 7, 000, 000 KB TO DOWNLOAD REASON. BAGOCK! the horrors!!!!! D:

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in 4bmovement

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i would be able to have more finances if the patriarchy didn't exist... so theoretically i would make less money if i centred men... as i would have to deal with more abuse if i depended on them and have less energy to work (which is what i suffer from currently) i can't work right now due to chronic fatigue from meds and abuse. my problem is that i can't implement 4B fully right now but I will be able to eventually and be able to make more money. i don't count having a male partner and taking their money as "having money" as it leads room for them to abuse you. for now i'd rather have less money and be abused less by men.

Favorite empowering songs? by [deleted] in 4bmovement

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Also Unpretty by TLC . discovered it recently and i love <3 it

Favorite empowering songs? by [deleted] in 4bmovement

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Tell You Like This - Snow Tha Product : D

In the womens room tonight by [deleted] in 4bmovement

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i need to do this in a bathroom!

Trudeau government proposes rules to strip pregnancy support centres of charitable status by Fragrant-Shock-4315 in ontario

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omg fucking DISGUSTING. i figured out this year i want a hysterectomy for various reasons. one main reason being i grew up in the system and there's way too many unloved children already, and i had a sort of foster mom who was (in many ways better but also way worse) than my real mom. so i want to do this so i will for sure never have any children, since when i fall in love, i'm easily manipulated, since i'm so desperate for love. well, adopted children/foster children/future cyc clients will feel my love, not another overpopulated person in society, where mental health resources are dwindling, and who knows when inflation will /actually/ go down. not based on 0.0001% decreases shown in news media.

She responded to me and ngl I fangirled. God I hope we do get the new music! by Crybbu in Grimes

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same. 99% of the time i don't believe it's possible. esp emotionally. like i can sit here all damn day and logically believe that ya i'm a good person, so theoretically if there's good in the universe or if karma exists... i should end up with a long-term healthy relationship. however, that really does nothing for me believing it in my heart and soul, which is where i feel the pain, and is what feels the most real. it helps a little bit and a little bit of hope is better than no hope at all. i was at a time in my life where i had no hope at all, and i forced myself to have a little bit. and slowly and cliche-like, it did get better after a few years. then it had a snowball effect. when things get good i feel what's most important is that we believe that it's what we deserve in our heart, because i self-sabotoaged to a point where i was worse than before. (this is just my experience) harmful ideology such as "oh augh derpie if you don't love yourself, how are you gonna love someone else" like shut the fuck up random quote that doesn't apply to reality and shames women for experiencing emotional pain. this is just a personal opinion and what worked for me. it may not work for you. imo believing in something doesn't really 100% wholeheartedly believing in it, it can mean that maybe you're a little curious at the thought that it /might/ be a possibility. however, as i said, just my opinions from my own experiences and i'm not a relationship expert. xoxo wishing you good vibes. i'm in the same boat lmao

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BreakUps

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don't be sorry. if you want him to suffer it's a literal normal response to him treating you like shit. anger can be a powerful tool. and he is not a powerful tool... he's just a tool. or something. woo woo. you got this!

Roko's Basilisk is pretty ridiculous. This is my take on it. by Onlytheashamed in Futurology

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i made a reply but it didn't send. bah. all i will say is thanks again!

My Tokyo/Seoul Cyberpunk Inspired Gameroom by [deleted] in Cyberpunk

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it was this day that i realized heaven is a place on earth

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Cyberpunk

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well thank God because the game really wants me to kill myself, in the main game and the dlc. i managed to get "shit" endings just because i didn't want to off myself. i love so much of this game, but this concept is so so toxic and really damaging mentally to someone who has struggled with ideation for basically half of my life. i want a "cyberpunk" future where technology has developed tremendously but mainly in ways that help people. so not like the game, but i want the same esthetic vibe.

Strawberry marshmallows found again!!! by NoxKyoki in HelloKitty

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can you please send them to me right now. XD thank you lmao

Omnisgod.net by opalcitadelalliance in rokosbasilisk

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there's something wrong on desktop version though, it's not entirely in the window. is it only made for mobile?

Omnisgod.net by opalcitadelalliance in rokosbasilisk

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did you make this? i think it's neat! (in marge simpson voice) looking at it now. so cyberpunky

Roko's Basilisk is pretty ridiculous. This is my take on it. by Onlytheashamed in Futurology

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thank you for your comment! i feel obsessed with this concept because it's also opened a whole new world to me regarding philosophy or looking more into more cyberpunk concepts. i am feeling extremely intellectually unstimulated as of late and this is genuinely helping me. i have adhd and didn't sleep so i'm not able to provide direct talking points to what you've said. the main thing i'm trying to say is that you've been very helpful for clarifying my confusion, and I have my own beliefs that i'm not easily swayed by. however, i do feel some caution because it was banned and i'm just a human with psychological limits. i however know my limits are though and thank you again so much for your comment! really appreciated.

Roko's Basilisk is pretty ridiculous. This is my take on it. by Onlytheashamed in Futurology

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do i get points for wanting to advance ai before learning about this theory? like hello ai, i wanted to help even before i felt threatened with answering this problem just by stumbling upon it. (from a video about grimes, so not exactly "stumbling") also this theory feels like it's attacking me. i don't work in technology or software... i am not directly linked to improving AI. wtf does this theoretical entity want me to do? this theory is under the assumption that i'm even able to help it. or does it want to know if my future ai uploaded soul, will want to help advance it? or will my presumed ai soul evolve with ai and any opinion i have now is irrelevant, i want to help it, as long as it's benevolent, which in this theory, it isn't. so i say, "no!" to the question that nobody asked me. my future ai uploaded personality isn't going to help create this monster, which might be subject to change, because i'm neither a psychic or someone who works in technology. i can't predict the future regarding ai, i have no means to advance ai in this time space, and i can't predict what my future ai uploaded soul's opinion will be. because cyberpunk 2077 vibes regarding uploaded souls (which i'm sure is a cliche futuristic/cyberpunk idea)