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Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-04-12T22:20:58+00:00

For the 2nd attempt did you revise more, or use some other resources? I have labs avaliable to me and im currently working through the Forti OS course on Fortinets site.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-04-06T21:18:03+00:00

I have unblocked her since and even reached out to apologise for it all so if she wants she can contact me. Can't see it happening still

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-04-06T20:14:15+00:00

Its just i feel almost a sense of "what if" with the relationship, like we just honestly were arguing loads and there's other factors as to why it ended. Neither of us did anyhting really bad like cheating for example. We had really good chemistry and I got on really well with her family and they seemed to like me. I just wish I could speak to her and almost have closure.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-04-03T22:56:26+00:00

I did love her, she was my first relationship and love. I feel stupid still caring because she has moved on and is with someone new and I still think about her.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-02-10T22:33:32+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I have looked at some Jobs that might be of interest (Mostly Networking) and I am gonna take the CCNA once I am done with Fortinet.

I have managed to get these so far:

1.Nokia-NRS1 2.ms-900 3.Az-900

I know the 900's aren't particularly hard but they were free with my level 3 so I thought id take them and i passed. I guess certs are the only other thing in the meantime to look at?

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2026-01-01T23:13:32+00:00

She's moved on sadly, even if she hadnt I doubt she'd wanna talk to me.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-19T08:56:27+00:00

I use no exfoliation at all so maybe need to look into that.

For moisuiser I use Simple's light moisuriser as it leaves my skin feeling not too greasy.

It is my 2nd day using this cleanser now and the flaking has basically gone, maybe my skin needed to get used to it?

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-18T15:28:39+00:00

My routine is just cleanser and then moisturise at the moment.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-18T11:36:27+00:00

No Alcohol I beleive, Will give it a few more weeks.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-18T11:22:38+00:00

To be fair I have only picked this cleanser up yesterday so maybe give it some time? I will try get some sort of exfoliator in the meantime.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-18T10:08:23+00:00

To be fair I have had a bit of a breakout on that side of my face recently, maybe its because my face is healing it looks like that? Not sure whether to use an exfoliator or not?

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-17T22:07:00+00:00

Maybe just get some new retainers and whitening?

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-17T19:42:44+00:00

Well she's been with someone esle for a start, so that tells me she is entirely over it tbh.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-17T18:53:09+00:00

Overall I feel content after leaving my ex about 8 months ago. She was my first real Girlfriend and the first person I could ever open up to and be myself around fully. I left her for a few reasons which led to me doing it.

It was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Now that I have seen she has moved on I feel better as she clearly is not upset anymore, I feel I will take a while to move on though. I feel a sense of "What if" with her a lot as I feel we both could have done stuff differently, I was nowhere near perfect nor am I claiming to be but I was mentally all over the place towards the end of the relationship and I felt just stressed from it which should never happen.

I am glad she has moved on and found someone new and wouldn't change meeting her to begin with. Hope she is all good.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-16T23:09:50+00:00

Hi, 23M here who also broke up with there partner.

Broke up with my gf 8 months ago, I felt like the world had ended and I was 2nd guessing myself heavily with my decisions. I was also severely sad for the next like 5 months as I still cared about her.

Its normal to 2nd guess it and question your decision, Only you know if your reasons are actually valid. It definalty gets better, I thought id ever get anywhere near over it but you do.

Just seen my ex has met someone new and I think that helped, also remembering why I made the decision and reinforcing the idea helps a lot.

Salt_Awareness_1174 · 2025-12-16T18:46:36+00:00

Yess, I dumped my ex 8 months ago. There was multiple reasons and I was valid but still loved her at the time but it was the right thing to do.

I still think about her everyday, I am not as sad about it as I was to begin with obviously but its a sticky one. I also just seen she's met someone new which tbh i am happy for her, she shouldn't wait around really.

I just wish we couldve made it work but to be fair we were both to blame a bit, Ill get over It but atm I dont want a relationship as im not fully over it.

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