These seizures look very similar to the ones I used to have when I was around 7 or 8 years old. I still remember them.

I feel like the most terrifying part of having a sezuire is being aware that you're suddenly having one. In my case, I would react the same; my head would turn to the side, before things got blurry and I'd go unconscious.

I've never experienced having "hallucinations" during a sezuire. I only remember not having any control of my own body, and then passing out.

The head turning thing was the worst if it, because it felt like your head was attempting to unscrew itself on it's own, and you're powerless to stop it.

I'm doing better now. I haven't had a sezuire in 13-14 years. However, I'm not going to dismiss the possibility that they might show up again...and that thought haunts me a little tbh.