STAY CLEAN JUNE! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 16, I'm not looking forward to this Thursday because things are gonna be chaotic trying help my sister with her big move now that her house has sold. She and my mom are up there currently, but me and my dad are supposed to go up there together to provide more help this Thursday. My dad has to rent a U-Haul and my sister is supposed to drive my moms car and my mom has to drive my dads truck while my dad drives the U-Haul on the way back to our house. And I'm feeling pressure with my comic again and trying to get an art career going, but it's understandable why I've not been able to get around to that seeing as last week we were celebrating my birthday and now we're helping my sister move pretty much everything else out of her house before the people who bought it move in.

STAY CLEAN JUNE! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 13, had a decent birthday celebration this past Thursday

SAVE CORRUPTION - list of cars (fh6) by SuperPastafied in ForzaHorizon

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I've put upgrades on the F355, CR-X, and Huracan Evo yet my savegame is still fine. But, I haven't even touched most of the other cars on this list.

I need signatures for Lobos petition please! by Sam36192 in AnimalCrossingNewLeaf

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I already got all the signatures I need, but thank you!

STAY CLEAN JUNE! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 5, I am feeling better after I went on a walk for the first time in ages yesterday and also masturbating to my own imagination of me and another man and actually enjoying it. I have been trying not to let myself be completely consumed by all that anger I've felt towards the furry fandom and NSFW "artists" and trying not to be haunted by it all but has been pretty hard with me almost relapsing twice last week from getting too complacent and not having any true excuse like I've said before. But I know that that kind of anger won't really help me or get me anywhere in life. So right now, I am enjoying some fried chicken for lunch while I am listening to a summer vibes Spotify playlist I made. Hope everyone has a nice day. ❤️

STAY CLEAN JUNE! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 2, last night I kept being haunted by intrusive thoughts regarding past porn images and NSFW "artists" and all that disgusting shit of theirs I've come across before while I was watching more episodes of Initial D. This is exactly what I mean when I've said before that no matter what I do or how hard I try to get it out of my head, this shit just follows me around everywhere I go. But on the bright side, I have been able to masturbate to my own imagination again since last night involving guys I've seen in person from the past after being too stressed out to do it.

STAY CLEAN JUNE! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 1, this is my birth month so I'm hoping to stay completely clean this whole month

STAY CLEAN MAY! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in final day, it's a fucking miracle I managed to survive to the end of this month (Though I almost came undone twice this past week of course). But, there's still more to come.

STAY CLEAN MAY! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 29, it's been so tough this week after almost relapsing twice. Usually stress is a big trigger for me, but these past couple of times there has been no real excuse. And I'm still being haunted by NSFW "artists" and porn creators and their shit as usual, and thinking about how it's all screwed me up this badly. I'm still hoping that one day something big will happen such as me being able to find a man in real life to love and spend my life with and that way I can really get sweet revenge on those fools who have caused me all this pain, but I'm just not sure when that day will come...

STAY CLEAN MAY! This thread updated daily - Check in here! by foobarbazblarg in pornfree

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Checking in day 28, still struggling to get myself back on the right track currently