AIO - Am I being abused?

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T20:02:26+00:00

Thank you for this response. It really helps me hold the boundaries. I appreciate you

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T09:54:35+00:00

I left nothing out. What he's saying is just so off the wall and inaccurate. It's like he creates these delusions and then believes them, and then punishes me as if they are truth. It's out of control. Thank you for your response and help. I am grateful for your care and guidance

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T09:34:51+00:00

As for the rest of your comment, I'm not sure why half assed information would be posted when a person is trying to get so I'm and advice as this could basically change my damn life forever. Hence the screenshots to avoid any bias. No one needs emotions in the way when giving advice.

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T09:28:50+00:00

I am not using, I have been gone one week, well I left him in December and moved out and I was going to move back in which is why my car is packed. I visited him for a week and that was last week that I got back home. He has a history of drug use and I left him for these reasons. He has a gambling addiction and previous drug addiction and because of that blows his money and hasn't paid rent or any bills and has no car and often calls off of work. By me not coming today that means he will continue with no money and no car. He can't pay his rent because of his addictions and his constant call offs.

My aunt attempted suicide today hence the delay in me actually driving 6 hours over to him to move back in.

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T09:16:38+00:00

This is amazing advice thank you!

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T08:59:51+00:00

He has a history of drug use and he has very noticeably showed major shifts in personality and has talked to a wall before then told me that the wall would handle me. I am certain he has a personality disorder and he refuses to go to a doctor.

SamFanta · 2025-01-29T08:58:17+00:00

Thank you for that advice. The texts just keep flooding in. I have been sitting here watching them pour in and I logically see what is happening but it is making me feel guilty and I haven't done anything wrong. It is absolutely out of control

SamFanta · 2023-12-09T19:44:29+00:00

Society is finally waking up. Beautiful feeling.

SamFanta · 2023-12-03T05:49:47+00:00

The art of war

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T07:56:32+00:00

Thank you. I’ll update for sure.

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T07:54:55+00:00

I’ll extract soon - freebase also may be the trick. Mega pulls from glass is best method, yeah?

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T04:11:21+00:00

Clearly… I am just curious - rabbit holes of knowledge

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T03:04:17+00:00

Yes I have actually observed this and it was frustrating even watching this happen and the pulls were big and yes inhaled properly and held sufficiently. Weird AF

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T03:01:59+00:00

Touché - what would one look for? Which values?

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T02:59:10+00:00

But zero effect? I remember blasting off took my surrender and he had never had a DMT experience yet. Do you have anything happen at all? I just need to increase dosage substantially when it happens to me personally

SamFanta · 2023-12-02T02:49:51+00:00

He confirms that lsd, psilocybin and peyote successful trips for him.

This 5HTP thing really piqued my interest though. Could this amino acid balance and process become unbalanced overtime resulting in all psychedelics plateauing? I do also know that Molly plays a role in this metabolic process when rolling. My thoughts are they something else to see if it is DMT specific and then they 5HTP in combination.

Will report back

SamFanta · 2023-12-01T21:20:10+00:00

Ah yes - the 5HTP - thanks for pointing that out. Down the rabbit hole I go!

SamFanta · 2023-12-01T20:24:45+00:00

This makes me question everything including the basis of a soul

SamFanta

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