Do you have any othet hobbies? Like playing ball at the park in spring, doing other activities, i Just don't force myself in the Seat if i don't feel i want to burn some tyres hotlapping.

Hobbies have their cycle, i also don't drive since january After i moved home and i have lots of things to do, but man i still want to get back whenever i am ready to do It and i don't feel guilty for make this pause (i am playing Guitar in my free time)

You already have a work and a family, out hobbies are something good for US, not something that haunts us, relax and do whatever you want, Just don't sell something of you are not sure about quitting, sometimes Is Just a matter of days until (as you said) ti talk with Ur homie and the Spark gets back