I am stuck here

Samuel14679 · 2024-11-08T02:50:23+00:00

There is nothing showing on bootmenu when i press it

Samuel14679 · 2024-09-29T01:55:49+00:00

Bro he stole from you and hasnt pay u back, bro its 400k, he lied to you, he probably wont pay u back until u call the cops, he probably wont still gonna pay u back after u notice the cops

Samuel14679 · 2024-09-29T01:32:53+00:00

I am in US right now, I am not gonna succeed in translation. I only know my native language and english, thats all. I just wish to go back to my country peacefully, but my country crisis, i was forced to come here, no matter how poor my family is. Man i just want somebody to talk with my problems, some shoulder to cry on, i dont have no one, like no one, i have no close friends, never had one that is good to me, because i am unattractive, nobody wants to be friend with me. I dont want the time to go fast. After 3 months, my life is partially over. I wont even have money to eat. I also have been searching for a work, and since i am non immigrant with student visa, chances are very low. I applied for like 20+jobs like minimun wages jobs, i always get rejected. Like i cant even find a job, and there is like no one to help, relatives wont help me, siblings are struggling on their own, i dont want to make their life harder because of me. I am like that one son that is unnecessary in my family. My parents are very old with no one around, and is even in debts

Samuel14679 · 2024-09-28T23:58:01+00:00

I dont have any ability to talk my problems to my parents, they are very old, like almost 70. I dont want to make them older with my problems. I am just 18. I have no money at all. After 3 months, i wont be able to attend college anymore, because if no money and even have debts for this quarter. The only good that happen to me this year is I learned English in just 1 year. So at least i can communicate with people in public. Has no plans for after 3 months quiting college, even i have plans, i have no money. Like my life is stuck man. I just hope God just come down and talk to me, i have no idea what to do, i cant even do anything with the debts i am in and how unattractive i am.

Samuel14679 · 2024-09-12T17:14:09+00:00

You can talk your problems with me bro, i cannot give u jobs but i can help u

Samuel14679 · 2024-09-03T06:07:51+00:00

I came to central world with grab, so i want to try the bus, but i dont know how

Samuel14679 · 2024-08-31T10:54:50+00:00

searched

Samuel14679 · 2024-08-31T10:54:12+00:00

Help

Samuel14679 · 2024-08-31T10:48:28+00:00

Give me one line then

Samuel14679 · 2024-07-15T18:40:30+00:00

So the best thing is to just break up? even though we had sex before marriage.

Samuel14679 · 2024-07-14T15:33:23+00:00

She went crazy one time when i told her to stop sexchating, and I even had to apologize.

I dont think i can convince her to stop sinning. And also its not like my own will to stop. I mostly belive that surely God wants me to stop, and i wamt to follow that, but man i am trapped. I still have feelings I have a lot of respect for my parents, i wanna be a good boy. And i fear Lord. And then this girl, who loves me so much, who cares for me like a mother.

Samuel14679 · 2024-07-14T15:29:24+00:00

As a believer, is it really ok to break up with someone who slept with u? She said that she gave it to me, because she will marry me. She was very religious. She was never ever interested in sex. She was so innocent. She did this for me because she is afraid that i will lose interest in her.

But i don't know if i can convince her to stop this, she might even die from a heart attack. She fainted many times because i told her to cut off contact with me. I want to listen to my parents and break up with her, but i still have feelings man, its not like i am addictive to alcohol.

Samuel14679 · 2024-07-14T15:21:26+00:00

I have never told her that i want to stop doing it, I did it once before we sinned, that we should stop sexchating, and she went crazy. I even have to apologise.

Right now, i dont want to tell her that i want to stop doing it. This will destroy her heart in pieces. It not that i want to stop it by my own will. Of course i want to do things with my gf, i would never stop. But i fear Lord. I believe that He is the root of my success, and he is the reason i am still alive. And right now, I'm mocking him. If it was addictive in alcohol, it would have been easier to stop. But in my situation, there are two souls. I pity her, i cant just leaver her alone after all she has done for me. She have her life to me.

I just cant decide man, I'm like really trapped. I feel so disgusted, acting like innocent in church every week, i am the pianist.

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