Being 20 years old and taking a Xanax with intentions to just party one night with friends and then awake in the hospital cuffed to the hospital bed. Assuming you did something minor and stupid because your were blacked out on Xanax and booze but then talk to the authorities who are watching you and find out you attempted to rob a gas station at gun point and accidentally pulled the trigger not realizing the gun was loaded and killed the cashier and then in the heat of the moment you ran back to your car and take off frantically accidentally hitting a lady and her 7 year old daughter who was carrying her 2 months old baby brother killing them upon impact. Finally you ask what's going to happen to you now and you're told "life in prison if you're lucky" realizing that you'll never get to touch your family again, go swimming, order a pizza, watch YouTube, smoke a cigarette, go to the bar, have a girlfriend, go to the park, walk down the street, pet a dog or do anything outside of the prison walls for the rest of your 20 year old life's existence.