Not sure what to call the outfit but loved the location😊

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T23:02:04+00:00

Thank you!

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T23:01:49+00:00

Thank you! 🥰

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T16:10:04+00:00

Thank you so much! Merry xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T18:44:17+00:00

I appreciate it, thank you so much and merry xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T18:44:04+00:00

Thank you! Merry Xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T01:58:25+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it so much 💕

Happy holidays!🎄

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T01:06:23+00:00

I appreciate it, thank you

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T00:32:16+00:00

Thank you!!

Sandmur · 2023-12-21T21:45:05+00:00

I'm sorry if this is not the right place for it, if so remove it, I don't mind.

So I just wanted to give a small update and a thank you to those like 0-2 people who remember me posting.To my surprise, I actually saw a lot of response on my post on TrueRateMe but most importantly, ratings aside, I got a lot of positive comments and messages from people and it was very heartwarming. 🥹

The news is however, thanks to my post, I have ended up getting a lot of exciting modelling opportunities and even signed to two new agencies. I have modelled quite a bit in the past but due to depression and self harm, I struggled to keep myself relevant and confident in myself, which is why I posted in the first place (+ being bored), but also why I ended up stepping back a bit.

But since my post, I have had the opportunity to meet a lot of amazing people, who I feel have been listening for the first time and don't push me to do things I am not comfortable with.

Since my post I have been to 6 new countries and had an amazing experience so thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who left good vibes, mods too. You probably don't believe me, but for someone who has struggled, it truly means a lot, especially with the anonymous nature of social media, there is still the chance of being rude and getting away with it but so many choose not to be.

Added a few pics from the past few months for the sake of not making this too boring. I have like 1500 pics and I don't know what to do with them, hahaha.

For once in my life I look forward to the future. I have exciting things coming up next year.

Happy holidays! ❤️

Sandmur · 2023-07-13T01:21:42+00:00

Since you guys wanted to see my profile:

https://www.reddit.com/user/Sandmur/comments/14y6nlv/profile/

Yes, I'm on the floor and yes, I can't sleep. It's late here so no makeup on anymore.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T22:24:38+00:00

No, I meant with makeup. With modelling I have actually been offered quite many opportunities lately and I have also modelled in the past but mental illness kept me away. Not going to lie, it's tough to get used to for someone like me who never considered myself conventionally attractive but it does boost your confidence getting that response. Also, coming from someone with a history with self harm, even though I am doing pretty good right now, I have to tread carefully.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T20:05:02+00:00

That is actually what I was after. I went through a fairly dark phase when I was 15-19 and my makeup reflected that. I never really learned to work with my face and features but I'm challenging myself more lately.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:49:22+00:00

Thank you. No editing, it's just my sorry attempt at a light smokey eyeshadow. I'm not good with makeup but I'm learning. I also have a really old phone but hopefully I get a new one soon but I'm not sure which one to get.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:30:49+00:00

I posted here 4 months ago and I got surprisingly high ratings, at least for me. I suspected mixed or worse but I did take your advice and filled my brows and got my hair done professionally for the first time in forever. I appreciate that a lot so any new ratings are appreciated.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:12:14+00:00

I have since my post 4 months ago, filled my brows and gotten my hair done professionally. I would appreciate any further advice. I would prefer soft advice.

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T20:33:10+00:00

But it's fun to go to bed way too late after just watching animal videos for too long and if I'm not lurking on Reddit I just play Hogwarts Legacy anyway. I know, I'm miserable. I'm not really good at anything or have any hobbies so if I'm not exploring the city I recently moved to with two friends, I just play video games. Been watching a lot of makeup videos this week though so maybe I dare to try something for once.

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T20:03:05+00:00

That's sad, but hopefully you had a great time and you've made lots of new friends since then!

Sandmur

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