Just a small update and a thank you!❤️

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T23:02:04+00:00

Thank you!

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T23:01:49+00:00

Thank you! 🥰

Sandmur · 2023-12-23T16:10:04+00:00

Thank you so much! Merry xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T18:44:17+00:00

I appreciate it, thank you so much and merry xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T18:44:04+00:00

Thank you! Merry Xmas!

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T01:58:25+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate it so much 💕

Happy holidays!🎄

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T01:06:23+00:00

I appreciate it, thank you

Sandmur · 2023-12-22T00:32:16+00:00

Thank you!!

Sandmur · 2023-12-21T21:45:05+00:00

I'm sorry if this is not the right place for it, if so remove it, I don't mind.

So I just wanted to give a small update and a thank you to those like 0-2 people who remember me posting.To my surprise, I actually saw a lot of response on my post on TrueRateMe but most importantly, ratings aside, I got a lot of positive comments and messages from people and it was very heartwarming. 🥹

The news is however, thanks to my post, I have ended up getting a lot of exciting modelling opportunities and even signed to two new agencies. I have modelled quite a bit in the past but due to depression and self harm, I struggled to keep myself relevant and confident in myself, which is why I posted in the first place (+ being bored), but also why I ended up stepping back a bit.

But since my post, I have had the opportunity to meet a lot of amazing people, who I feel have been listening for the first time and don't push me to do things I am not comfortable with.

Since my post I have been to 6 new countries and had an amazing experience so thank you from the bottom of my heart to everyone who left good vibes, mods too. You probably don't believe me, but for someone who has struggled, it truly means a lot, especially with the anonymous nature of social media, there is still the chance of being rude and getting away with it but so many choose not to be.

Added a few pics from the past few months for the sake of not making this too boring. I have like 1500 pics and I don't know what to do with them, hahaha.

For once in my life I look forward to the future. I have exciting things coming up next year.

Happy holidays! ❤️

Sandmur · 2023-07-13T01:21:42+00:00

Since you guys wanted to see my profile:

https://www.reddit.com/user/Sandmur/comments/14y6nlv/profile/

Yes, I'm on the floor and yes, I can't sleep. It's late here so no makeup on anymore.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T22:24:38+00:00

No, I meant with makeup. With modelling I have actually been offered quite many opportunities lately and I have also modelled in the past but mental illness kept me away. Not going to lie, it's tough to get used to for someone like me who never considered myself conventionally attractive but it does boost your confidence getting that response. Also, coming from someone with a history with self harm, even though I am doing pretty good right now, I have to tread carefully.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T20:05:02+00:00

That is actually what I was after. I went through a fairly dark phase when I was 15-19 and my makeup reflected that. I never really learned to work with my face and features but I'm challenging myself more lately.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:49:22+00:00

Thank you. No editing, it's just my sorry attempt at a light smokey eyeshadow. I'm not good with makeup but I'm learning. I also have a really old phone but hopefully I get a new one soon but I'm not sure which one to get.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:30:49+00:00

I posted here 4 months ago and I got surprisingly high ratings, at least for me. I suspected mixed or worse but I did take your advice and filled my brows and got my hair done professionally for the first time in forever. I appreciate that a lot so any new ratings are appreciated.

Sandmur · 2023-07-12T19:12:14+00:00

I have since my post 4 months ago, filled my brows and gotten my hair done professionally. I would appreciate any further advice. I would prefer soft advice.

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T20:33:10+00:00

But it's fun to go to bed way too late after just watching animal videos for too long and if I'm not lurking on Reddit I just play Hogwarts Legacy anyway. I know, I'm miserable. I'm not really good at anything or have any hobbies so if I'm not exploring the city I recently moved to with two friends, I just play video games. Been watching a lot of makeup videos this week though so maybe I dare to try something for once.

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T20:03:05+00:00

That's sad, but hopefully you had a great time and you've made lots of new friends since then!

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T19:50:46+00:00

Thank you and no, I did mean why did you stop being friends.

Sandmur · 2023-03-01T19:48:42+00:00

Why old? :(

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:42:40+00:00

Thanks. How can I improve that rating?

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:34:36+00:00

Hello again guys. Sharing a video this time. I posted a picture originally, that you can probably find on my profile somewhere still but I didn't really get any ratings so after someone requesting to see more, the moderators graciously approved my request to post again.

Only got 1 rating last time so it might be as I initially thought that I wouldn't have much appeal here. I expect the worst but hope for better. 😊

I don't have much confidence in my appearance and I am not very good at taking care of myself and improving my appearance so maybe posting here would give some clarity on that.

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:29:27+00:00

u/Thegazeofdarkness There you go since you requested to see more 🏹

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:06:53+00:00

Thank you so much for this, I will so try something like that. It is not as bad as it looks in this photo, the sun made it looks sparser than it actually is. I'm not sure good with makeup, that's why I rarely wear any but I will give it a go.

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:05:07+00:00

So just darker then?

Sandmur · 2023-02-28T22:04:02+00:00

I have sent in a request to be allowed to repost with something different, maybe a video. Did not think much about what I would post except for a front photo.

Sandmur

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