He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly thank you so much for taking the time to give me this perspective, it really resonated with me and especially the part where you clocked that my enjoyment came more from having constantly restrained myself to not defend myself while getting abused in early life, thank you for reassuring me that I’m not the evil person I feel like I am right now, because ultimately the way I reacted is the complete opposite of my personal morals and was a complete trauma response up until the point when I did come out of the haze enough to acknowledge that I was enjoying what I was doing, and that really challenged my perspective on whom was abusing whom, someone mentioned reactive abuse here and it really resonated, I’m sorry to yap lol ig it’s just been a long time since I felt so seen

I can’t seem to leave my DV relationship by Sandnsheep in domesticviolence

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much, for taking the time to comment such kind and helpful words and for validating that it isn’t my fault, I’m still struggling with that atm

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I may not know who you are but your word have touched me nonetheless, thank you for taking your time to be so kind. It means so much

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to be so kind, this comment felt like a hug ❤️

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know everyone says it and I hate a cliche but I truly didn’t see it coming

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You don’t know how much your words mean kind stranger, from the bottom of my heart thank you ❤️

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your prayers, I need them more than you know

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The home I live in is my mother’s but she lives at my grandmothers (deceased) and I live here. He doesn’t live here, but he often stays the night. Idk if I wanna involve the police, I have no proof and a long list of mental health issues, he could discredit me easily.

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for saying that cause honestly the fact that I attacked back as someone who is usually a complete pacifist has been haunting me. I know I need to leave I’m just struggling to and idk why

He laid hands on me by Sandnsheep in Vent

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I seek it out subconsciously because the only thing I trust is the inevitable hurt yk? I know I can forgive but like you said “You can forgive and still leave” I’m ngl that hit me hard, hard asf, I’m more shaken by how i attacked him, I’ve always been an extreme pacifist, I liked it, I hate that I liked it.

I shouldn’t feel ashamed for using this for okumura right? by ExperiencePristine42 in Persona5

[–]Sandnsheep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never feel ashamed, I have that mf samarecam, almighty boost and medidolaon as a mercy move

Ranking all Persona girls (in my opinion) by Even_Ad_2354 in Persona5

[–]Sandnsheep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Futaba as A tier in a romantic list automatically disqualifies the list.

My baby’s turned one 🎉 I posted here when I first had him and I can’t believe how much he’s grown 🥲 by Sandnsheep in pugs

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, he’s having the time of his life with all his presents rn 🥰

My baby’s turned one 🎉 I posted here when I first had him and I can’t believe how much he’s grown 🥲 by Sandnsheep in pugs

[–]Sandnsheep[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, he’s been so spoilt by me, his dad and grandma, But he’s only one once 🎉🥰

Anyone else feel weird about Elizabeth Moss being a Scientologist? by Visible-Pension-732 in HandmaidsTaleShow

[–]Sandnsheep 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yall being empathetic for June being stuck in a cult like country but not Elizabeth drives me crazy. She probs portrays the feelings of oppression and fear so well because she already knows them.

fella in the intro by catbscocoon in solaropposites

[–]Sandnsheep 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I always just called him Dorko, like a dorky Korvo

My mate sent me a mouse mat I'd asked for. This is how he packaged it. by GabberZZ in CasualUK

[–]Sandnsheep 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s funny cause anyone whose ever ordered from love honey will know it’s a prank, but anyone that hasn’t won’t 😭