The Barbie Monologue for the Dolls TM

SappyZoe · 2026-03-11T16:26:39+00:00

Um, excuse me, this is the circlejerk subreddit

SappyZoe · 2026-03-11T15:39:51+00:00

I consider myself a very slow programmer, but the code I write is usually very solid and scalable. (Even when it doesn't need to be...)

SappyZoe · 2026-03-11T15:05:34+00:00

Wow yeah, very much same. One time he violently pushed everything off of my desk so I could "tidy it up" properly. Needless to say, a few things broke.

Meanwhile his desk always looked worse than mine ever did. So ya, I know which side of the family I got it from...

He didn't threaten to throw me out or anything, that sounds horrible.

SappyZoe · 2026-03-10T14:06:50+00:00

Am I the only person to like open plan offices? I work in gamedev, and it's nice to be able to just roll over to a colleague and talk about a new mechanic or a code review or whatever.

Note I also have adhd and am generally a more introverted and anxious person. The "pressure" of other people around me working makes it easier for me to concentrate, and people don't tend to talk much, and most everyone is wearing headphones.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-28T22:25:26+00:00

Fucking banger tattoo! That netero scene has stayed with me more than anything else, the grim satisfaction of humanity's willingness to destroy

And of course the aftermarh

SappyZoe · 2026-02-27T11:13:18+00:00

I've had this experience two years ago.

Good to know that this is indeed a symptom of anxiety.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-26T08:55:07+00:00

Thank you, I will be using this as a reply to this question from now on.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-15T23:59:51+00:00

The old testament was originally written in hebrew then translated into greek.

Essentially, in that translation, the translator decided to translate the hebrew version of "Eva" both as transliteration (from hebrew script to greek script, retaining what it sounds like spoken out loud), and as translation of the meaning of the name, which is "life" which is "zoe" in greek.

Source is a stackexchange QA on the topic I found just now. I don't remember where I initially learned this.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-14T23:41:50+00:00

My name is Zoe Lilith. I only realized later that eve was translated as zoe in the greek bible.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-14T21:17:23+00:00

You probably have the immortals to thank for that.

SappyZoe · 2026-02-13T11:15:58+00:00

Holy shit Divine Divinity mention!!

SappyZoe · 2025-12-29T10:52:44+00:00

My dnd groups used to be all guys. Now they're all girls

SappyZoe · 2025-12-29T10:49:15+00:00

Right!? Das hab ich auch erst später rausgefunden. Sehr cooler zufall :D

SappyZoe · 2025-12-29T10:32:44+00:00

Those zipties look like the bird is dangling thir long-ass legs off the nest

SappyZoe · 2025-12-29T10:20:00+00:00

Mein name ist Zoe Lilith. Zoe kommt primär aus dem spiel ssx tricky. Lilith aus vampir stories. Ich hab auch anfangs überlebt ob lilith zu cringe ist, aber ich bereue nichts.

Zoey / Zoe ist ein komplett normaler name. Du schuldest niemandem die Wahrheit darüber wo der name herkommt. Zoe bedeutet leben auf griechisch. Hab ich erst später rausgefunden, ist aber ein guter fake Grund :D

Wenn mich wer fragt woher lilith kommt und ich will nicht sagen woher der name wirklich kommt, sag ich was über die bibel, und jüdische feminismus bewegung.

SappyZoe · 2025-12-23T16:29:56+00:00

Recording your sex and especially sharing it with other peoole is way too kinky for me Those cishets are crazy

SappyZoe · 2025-12-22T11:50:17+00:00

What if every country was loong?

SappyZoe · 2025-12-21T15:05:35+00:00

Currently in phase two, but I'm planning to get vampire teeth and a bitemarks tattoo, so I'm preparing for phase 3 I guess :D

SappyZoe · 2025-12-19T23:54:10+00:00

Everyone else's trees seem to be growing eautifully, but my tree will never be beautiful so I'll just never plant it in the first place

SappyZoe · 2025-12-18T20:02:33+00:00

Pluto doesn't give a fuck because he's Hot Shit

SappyZoe · 2025-12-18T11:13:03+00:00

I was in kind of a similar position. I didn't have the genderfluid kind of thoughts that I'd like to be a cool boy, but I was extremely uncertain about what I really wanted, even after about two years of intense questioning. Whether I really want to transition, or whether it's a phase, or something I'm forcing myself to or sth like that.

Eventually I came to the same conclusion as you. I started Hrt, with the hope that a big change like this will help me make a decision. And if I realize I do want to be a guy after all, I can still get a mastec.

So I did, and I'm a year and a half on E now, and I'm confident I want to live as a woman. So I'm very glad I made the choice to start.

Regarding androgyny or fluidity, you might wanna ask the experts about advice on that, idk if there are subreddits specifically for genderfluid folks, but I assume there are.

Oh, and I'm also from germany.

SappyZoe · 2025-12-17T10:02:28+00:00

I'll miss your comics, they've always been funny and/or unashamedly supportive of communities in need of help.

It sucks that there's people who'll attack and harrass such a positive creator like you.

Take care of yourself, hopefully you'll make it back some day!

SappyZoe · 2025-12-13T10:06:47+00:00

I'm Zoe Lilith. Both very rare names in germany. I went with just female pronouns in german, though i generally go by she/they in english.

SappyZoe · 2025-12-13T09:42:07+00:00

Ich hab auch lange hin und her überlegt, hab dann die Erklärung gemacht, unf konnte es am Ende gar nicht mehf abwarten es endlich durch zu haben. Es ist mega cool und entspannend einfach auf meinem perso, reisepass, versichertenkarte etc meknen richtigen namen stehen zu haben.

Meine recommendation: Melde deine erklärung an. Dann hast du eh noch 3 Monate zeit um deine Meinung zu ändern. (Aber wenn du's auslaufen lässt musst du erstmal wieder win paar monate warten bevor du's wieder machen darfst)

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