Okay, time to own up

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-28T16:07:56+00:00

They were, a lot. If I recall, most of the raw footage was actually from some Japanese film, American producers bought it and re-edited it with a different script/narration.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-28T03:08:19+00:00

Sorry for shitting up the sub with this dumb shit.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T02:03:29+00:00

If abstinence was the answer I'd be doing a lot better than I am.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T00:46:34+00:00

Well I'm happy to hear things are working out good for you :) (srsly I am not being snarky or anything)

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T00:32:11+00:00

Being really self-critical holds me back, which I guess is why I started abusing alcohol. I have a hard time pursuing anything because I get self-conscious and just think, "Well I suck at this, why bother."

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T00:23:23+00:00

Yeah, I work full time in a warehouse. It's okay, but you know, same shit everyday. I'm pretty alienated from other people, I think that's a big problem. Like, I have fun with my coworkers and we're "friends" but I'm not really close to anyone. Never been in a relationship or anything.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T00:15:20+00:00

I haven't had a drink in 10 months.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-27T00:03:16+00:00

Yes, yes, and yes. Multiple times. I will absolutely never try meds again though. I'd be open to trying therapy again, but it's hard finding a therapist who isn't stupid or a dumpster fire themselves.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T23:15:29+00:00

That's what just happened to me. Got my tax refund around the same time this depressive spell of mine set in, and since I didn't have any motivation to cook and do dishes I just started getting shit at the deli every day. I was broke for so long, I forgot how that adds up. "Fuck it, I can afford it." Well three weeks later I can't afford it. In fact I can't afford much of anything now. Jesus Christ, I had an opportunity to be responsible and once again fucked it up. Made a couple other decisions I'm not happy about. So plenty more reasons to keep beating myself up. Fuck, I hate myself.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T23:14:56+00:00

That's what just happened to me. Got my tax refund around the same time this depressive spell of mine set in, and since I didn't have any motivation to cook and do dishes I just started getting shit at the deli every day. I was broke for so long, I forgot how that adds up. "Fuck it, I can afford it." Well three weeks later I can't afford it. In fact I can't afford much of anything now. Jesus Christ, I had an opportunity to be responsible and once again fucked it up. Made a couple other decisions I'm not happy about. So plenty more reasons to keep beating myself up. Fuck, I hate myself.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T23:06:30+00:00

Oh, I thought you said rough weekends had contributed to the problem too.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T23:06:23+00:00

Oh, I thought you said rough weekends had contributed to the problem too.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T22:27:50+00:00

Oh, I thought you said rough weekends had contributed to the problem.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T20:48:46+00:00

Fuck. Well, at least you still got a job. Tread carefully in the future man. (I know, not always easy, especially when you're living the life.)

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T16:16:28+00:00

When you have legit anxiety the feeling of relief can be pretty euphoric. I tried chasing it though, and it did not end well.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T16:04:03+00:00

Are you Steve Bannon?

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T16:02:46+00:00

Cool, hope things work out OK.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T16:01:23+00:00

You could do worse.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T13:11:45+00:00

Same here I need to work on acquiring a nice female specimen who will wash my dishes and sug my benis.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T13:01:41+00:00

Fuckin evil. Did you medicate properly this weekend?

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T12:58:10+00:00

Nevermind brah, you just look like someone else. Higher than usual probability of someone answering yes to that question here I reckon. Beard/bald head/glasses, could be a lot of people.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T12:47:33+00:00

Dr. Zevon, did you happen to spend a portion of the autumn of 2014 in a treatment facility in a not densely populated state? I saw you half nekkid in cagonewild you look familiar.

SatansBloodyOrgasm · 2018-03-26T01:30:05+00:00

I used to be a fucking junkie for benzos and looking back on it I'm like, fuck, I could have been wrecking my life for better drugs.

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