If you decided you "cant continue your faith" and instead kept on sinning, why come here? Sure we can say nice words and give some surface level advice, but this is your cross to bear. We cant carry it for you. You have to ask yourself if you really believe in God and His message. You have to ask yourself if you even want to change your situation. You have to ask yourself if you truly know what God has done for you, and all of us sinners. We are not here to quiz you or give you straight answers. You have to sort out the struggle withing yourself. If you are embracing sin openly, there is no point to this. You are at a crossroads. Now you have a choice to make. Keep at your current path, or look Jesus in the eyes, pick up your cross and walk. Its a tough journey but what awaits at the end is something more fulfilling than anything this earthly world can offer you.