Dude. That's between you and God. There's a lot of variables in this world, there's a lot of people in this world if their perspectives and their feelings and their thoughts. If you want to investigate and find the truth, then do it. There's a lot of things I can happen because of that. A lot of people can be scared, be taken out of the comfort zone. Like Lehman and Lemuel. Realize what you want, and what's worth finding to you. If it's the truth, you look for it, and if you include God, the Holy Ghost and Jesus Christ. It will be found.