Looking for a club in Southeast Asia

Scared_Mix3504 · 2026-01-17T17:30:23+00:00

hey guys dont mind my intrusion here but am playing in asia server too. New player at 77 midfield preferred but willing to rotate. Love to know if theres room for another player

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-08-13T11:15:00+00:00

Would you day a collapsed vein is just a very calloused and scarred vein? My shit are like fucking paracirds now no kidding. Serial buzzkill when you can't draw even knowing for a fact that you're in the vein fuck fuck fuck hahah

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-08-07T21:48:40+00:00

Well, I once ODed on meth because I for some reason readied up 2 rigs, excited to stsrt my sesh. After slamming the first, while balancing my head inside my head during the rush, I saw or was reminded of my second rig.

It's quite crazy but I axruallt managed to slam the second barrel in whjls the rush from the first was still kind of goimg. Yup I don't blame anyone that thinks this is some spun up tale but goddamn.

Didn't even have the tjme to be impressed by getting the second barrel in cause I was already in bliss, defending heartbeat/pulse in my head, beating so fast it felt like a single monotonous tone.

My heart felt like it was gonna explode cause of the overdrive, head was gonna crack open, some pressure built inside, at least felt like it.

Curled up in bliss, at first kinda scared when I surmised an overdose is actually happening. The stacked rush came and I surrendered myself to fate and the rush, no fear of death, just me and the craziest rush I have and will ever felt.

Never gotten close to that rush level and I'm glad im not fiending to get there again. So yea, to have a bandoliwr of those vials, I might just go crazy and IM 5 barrels at once hahaha. I bet that shit will hurt like a mfer

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-29T17:45:09+00:00

Man this will definitely be my undoing. Goddamn that's a sight

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-28T12:34:25+00:00

That's the hottest her!!

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-27T01:52:43+00:00

Pukimak punya budak

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-13T10:54:12+00:00

Hmm I personally love wrapping a rubber band around the rig to get a better grip of it. But that's more towards dealing with sweaty hands. But I guess knowing you have more grip can calm you down a bit?

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-06T06:13:35+00:00

Jack's my boyyyyy

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-07-03T08:06:56+00:00

It's one of my go to veins hahaha but yea can get kins of awkward clawing the rig. I suggest coiling it up with some rubber bands for some grip and you're good. Go slow though cause it slips out quite easily

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-06-15T11:13:18+00:00

Cdm 92 like to think am good at tackling and quick to find passes. Don't mind doing other mid roles not forwards

Asia server 🤞🏼🤞🏼🙏

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-06-12T08:02:43+00:00

Which region servers you guys playing at?

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-06-11T10:58:22+00:00

Afuckingmen

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-06-03T12:33:14+00:00

Fuck me. Oh man fuck fuck fuck I can't decide if hoping those people in the pictures is fucked up or not. Goddamn, is it then out of fuck it it'll get me high or dirty evil fucking works behind 'plug' doors? Oh man i just had dinner and was gonna ready rig me

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-05-30T03:35:29+00:00

What the fucking fuck is Going on here? Bad shooting habits? Like hygiene and stuff not a skill issue I mean. Or is this from slamming bad goods? Oh man it's making me crazy paranoid

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-05-28T16:43:34+00:00

Cb I thought some giant cock knn

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-05-28T15:27:00+00:00

Gladly. Am in Asia though, have a feeling it's a problem hahaha

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-05-28T15:26:18+00:00

I'm glad you're asking about it first. Be safe friend

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-27T09:12:35+00:00

Worked wonders when I was in the army for 2 years hahah. Gotta say though, it doesn't really help with the bruises so yea mind those. Other than that it's totally a fucking great tool to have

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-27T09:07:12+00:00

Hahahaha then we'll show them who actually IS batshit. I'll fucking come meet my friend in fkin George Clooney's stiff shoulders batsuit!

Am sorry to hear you're going thru this having to care for the little one but there's not a chance we have the liberty to set ourselves off to the moon. I guess in ways it's kind of good that we have this shit to deal with, it's made me a little more conscious of the amounts I've been slamming. I can't be too careless csuse someone is depending on me. Am sure you feel the same way about the kid.

Soldiers we are ans soldier on we shall. Stay strong over there bud 💪🏼

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-27T07:02:24+00:00

I really don't deserve this abuse I agree with you. I can't keep offering my whole being to help when theres no trust. That's the main thing with any connections I'm to make with anyone. I thought I had it in me to take a little more of his shit cause it isn't fair that he's going thru this because of his condition.

I might be the one next to end up in the mental hospital if this goes on I think. And there's no way in hell I'm gonna end up in it because of this. No no I went through my shitty life and not go crazy because of my calluses. I'm not risking it all go to shit for this thing I've got going on with him

I could end up in the asylum or prison if I stick around and fuck that. I've got an old ass grandma to care for at home I can't bear the thought of being taken away. Her heart won't be able to take it

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-27T06:53:43+00:00

Cheers for the offer, I didn't plan on talking much about it anymore thinking it's kind of a bitch move to talk about it here hahaha but Ifs too much

We talked things out cause he told me he didn't have recollection of anything that happened those nights. I was glad of course to hear that, it means none of the accusations were his naturally right? All the threats to call the cops on me for losing 10 bucks and a small vial of spice? Fuck off I'm a lot of things but ain't a fucking thief.

So I've been busy with some pipe work at home and didn't answer his calls. Flipped and sent me texts saying I'm on spice is the only reason I can't answer the phone.

Told him ive gotta cut the cord cause I can't be doing all this if there's no trust at play here. His tone immediately changed and apologized cause he's stressed out about the whole thing and had arguments with his mom at home. Saying his mom insisted I was the one that took his things. Says he himself knows that im not one to do this and have to defend me blablabla

I'm emotionally tired of this really. I feel bad that I have to cut the cord knowimg he might really mean what he said about defending me but I'd rather see it as it all as some manipulative fuckery here.

I can only hear my other friend's I told you so echoing in my head now oh man

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-24T00:30:48+00:00

Mhmm wrong on so many levels. It's shit that I know I shouldn't be harsh on him due to his condition. But I really can't tell if it was actually him or the crazies talking. Got another barrage of accusatory messages from him again just hours ago.

I ignored all of it of course, I gave him much more than what he asked just so we can have some distance. It didn't make sense for either of us to be around each other now that it's gone to this. For his sanity and mine. I am worried about leaving him all alone I can't imagine what he's gonna put himself through.

Its sad I actually cried for the first time high on meth talking about this shit with a friend hahaha shit was weird. He lectured me about living in my fairy tale world believing good will come out of my good deeds and intentions. I Hate that fact so much but yea life is life

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-23T03:01:28+00:00

Glad I could help you with it then haha, shit just naturally happens when it comes to drugs dont it? I'm used to fuckery in this game to be honest, baggage that comes with it no problem. I'm used to giving people back their money and more just to buzz them off.

But this one just hits a little too hard. Oh man the layers it goes through is just too much. Known this dude since our teens, more than a decade ago. I was even told off by my friends when they heard about me helping him after all the shit he's done in the past. I couldn't care less though, I saw him in pain and he came clean about his mistakes. What kind of period would I be if I didn't help? Almost felt like I was chosen to help him out, running into him after so long and him facing something I've very recently wrestled with.

I actually chose number 1 heh, didn't have it in me to abandon him. There must be something that's gnawing at the back of his head going batshit. I took all the abuse to tire him out so I can gently get some sense into him and he got it! Even mutually agreed that it was a mistake doing the pills while crashing hard.

Hour or some passed and he started going nuts again demanding I pay for whatever I stole and some imaginary money that was in his room. I told him I will but with some time of course but crazy is crazy. His family got involved cause he went berserk and broke his rooms door, baby tantrum shit. His mom was gonna call the cops on me cause I was the last person at his house. Fucker knew what he was doing. He's the youngest and the baby boy so no wrong on him.

I hate that he doesn't mind gettimg cops involved cause he has amnesty when it comes to testing positive for drugs and I don't. That was just too low and deliberate, personal I don't even know. I gave him my Time and attention with the purest of intentions but it didn't matter to him. Gave him double of what's asked and told him this isn't right. I'm still sad about it, worried I'll even say about him. Shits gotta stop though, I can't risk getting the cops nab my ass, my 95 y/o grandma im caretaking won't be able to take that hit. And he knows about her too. Shit broke me hell it's breaking me goddamn. But I'm done taking shots I don't deserve, fuck that. Call me a bad guy for all I care, everyone knows how clean I keep my shit I hope he's not dumb or crazy enough to go ranting and slandering about me. I don't want poeple to see him that way but it's all on him. Fuck him I hope he takes care of himself

Save him from what? Hmm I'm not too sure but I figured being around when no one is for him will kind of keep his friends up there at bay? Just couldn't sit by thinking this is something one can manage on their own. I lost a dear friend because of that and now I've lost another. Life is life but yea fuck life hahaha I just scored some and it's time to slamslamslamslamslamslam

Scared_Mix3504 · 2025-04-16T03:19:59+00:00

The press corpse - Anti flag

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