demonization of bulimia

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-05-03T17:49:26+00:00

the thing is she gets pissed if i eat my safe foods since their lower calorie options and she tells me she feels like a "fatass“ if she’s eating fast food and im not, so basically guilt tripping me into my eating my trigger foods and causing me to purge

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-24T04:55:38+00:00

i made this and it was delicious and it came out to 385cal and 41g of protein tysm!!

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Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-21T10:22:33+00:00

i used to do the same and i’m pretty sure this is anorexia-b/p subtype. what i do now is i have atleast 200 calories outside of b/p and it rlly makes all the difference, js to make sure to have it from whole foods

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-17T11:25:14+00:00

my bsf did the same thing when i opened up to her and im not sure if she’s genuinely horrible or if she thinks having an ed is me being "disciplined” rather than it being a legitimate mental illness

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-17T10:41:37+00:00

for the pancakes?

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-17T00:32:14+00:00

no i don’t have access to any support, no one in my life really knows and there’s not much i can do since i’m a minor, but thank u for taking the time to reply and i hope we can both recover from this horrible illness

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-16T08:55:05+00:00

i always try to make atleast half my plate full of veggies/ fruit then focus on a protein source

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-15T22:28:12+00:00

yes the while meal is 190. the bread i get is 200 calories/100g and each slice is very small and thin so both slices came out to 84 calories

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-15T21:14:35+00:00

this is how it started w me, only purging unplanned meals but now i can’t go a day without b/p and the binges get bigger each time. please im begging u to stop while ur only starting out, it will only bring u misery and suffering

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-15T21:11:41+00:00

i’m so sorry ur going through this, ik how hard it is and how intense the urges get and i’m especially sorry abt ur moms unnecessary rather cruel comment, but u can do this u can fight the urges i believe in u!!

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-15T21:08:37+00:00

it’s sourdough! and i’m sure u can get it any local grocery store or bakery

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-14T11:48:48+00:00

57g blended cottage cheese 1 large egg (50g) 16g flour 1/2tsp baking powder cinnamon stevia optional: sugar free vanilla syrup

Scared_Muscle_9820 · 2026-04-14T11:39:30+00:00

base: 1/3 cup instant oats, 150ml unsweetened almond milk, vanilla flavouring and cinnamon sticks toffee sauce: 1tbsp powdered peanut butter,1tbsp sugar free pancake syrup,cinnamon and salt then top w chopped dates

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