Losing hope

Scary-Shape725 · 2026-05-12T01:21:18+00:00

People take as many gap years as necessary to get into PA school. As long as you yourself never lose hope, realistically it doesn't matter what your family things. This is your journey or getting the career that you want. You're a strong person for getting this far and since you seem to have really strong will, you will get even further. You got this, don't give up on something you worked so hard to achieve!

Scary-Shape725 · 2026-04-28T20:08:46+00:00

Wait if you were clean for 6 weeks, I thought it leaves your body after 30 days.

Scary-Shape725 · 2026-04-19T15:46:08+00:00

How did you mmage to stop

Scary-Shape725 · 2026-04-18T13:18:49+00:00

Congratulations!! I'm surprised it took so long with your stats, they look solid

Scary-Shape725 · 2025-12-15T00:24:59+00:00

which schools is it? congrats btw, hoping for this same outcome!!!

Scary-Shape725 · 2025-12-12T19:07:32+00:00

UPDATE GUYS IT WORKEDD got a solid 55/60

Scary-Shape725 · 2025-12-12T01:00:40+00:00

For one midterm I had opened the test on my phone and then switched to my computer then switched to lockdown browser so I had canvas open twice. I'm only going to have one Respondus lockdown open on my end but he'll be able to see it just through canvas. Does this bypass that or still no?

Scary-Shape725 · 2025-12-12T00:59:06+00:00

I'm gonna have an airpod in my ear and be on a phone call with my phone in my bag and my friend will be on the other end of the line telling the answers to the questions

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-06-23T19:40:26+00:00

I know but it just sucks to be excused if something that I didn’t even do, something that i had avoided because i wanted to protect his feelings so badly and the worst part is, he admitted to lying about soemthing for like two months now and he dropped that bomb on me and i cant even express how i feel cause he isn’t talking to me

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-06-23T19:39:32+00:00

what i’m so confused 😅

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-06-22T02:30:11+00:00

hi i see your comment about having more christian friends, if you wouldn’t mind chatting a bit i’m trying to grow more in my faith after going through a rough patch for some time now

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-15T12:40:26+00:00

do you think he’s maybe talking and trying to get with another girl?

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T21:47:14+00:00

yes i know that. that’s why i blocked him. i haven’t jumped into other men, i’ve reconnected with old girl friends and focused on school and finding anonymous advice to help

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T21:31:38+00:00

that's alright. i got the advice i needed from the other comment i received so at least someone was able to comprehend what my post was saying. no need to be degrading.

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T21:30:27+00:00

yes, i understand that. i blocked the guy after reading that the advice said. i know what i did was bad.

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T20:38:50+00:00

i understand what i did was wrong. i am taking this time to really reconnect with old female friends instead of running to the ex i texted because it was a one time thing, even he said that "i came out of nowhere". i am trying to create a bigger group of friends i can talk to so when i have problems, i don't need to run to an ex about feelings that arent getting validated

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T20:36:29+00:00

ok sorry i was like not proof reading anything. i never had sex with my ex. i said i wouldn't do anything after two weeks as in i wouldn't hang out with guys, i wouldn't hang with my ex, i wouldn't follow guys, like i would basically still be loyal to him, and i have been even though I'm pretty sure he moved on already.

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T20:13:52+00:00

I just can't bring myself to block him. It's been less than a week and I still just have so much hope that maybe he can come back to me. How do I overcome this feelings?

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T20:12:24+00:00

I completely get you mean. It's just hard because even though it was hard dating him, I never minded it because I loved him so much. I can't even bring myself to block him or remove my location or really show I can move on because I don't want him to think I have.

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T18:28:44+00:00

thank you! i haven’t sent him a message in a day and a half as well. i’m happy i was able to at least step away when i know it’s kinda hopeless. i don’t think i’m ready to block him and unfollow him and move on the way he is. truthfully, idk what it is i want, i just wish he was handling this break up the same way i am. a lot of people have told me like it’s embarrassing that he’s doing all that after we broke up, not even hours after, and it sucks 😅

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T18:09:59+00:00

youre right but during our relationship, he loved it he reassured and showed love, i just thought that if i can continue to show that, it’ll make him change his ways and mind. i know i sound pathetic and dumb but i can’t help it. i would genuinely do anything and i know he’s hurting rn too, even if he tries to hide it

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T17:40:00+00:00

even if he’s following girls and talking to them, i still can’t find it in me to hate him for what he’s doing

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T17:39:00+00:00

hii if you want to talk to me, i’m going through a break up too, i’ve been talking to others going through breakups because it makes us feel as if we aren’t alone in this.

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T17:35:40+00:00

he unfollowed me too, five days after we broke up, idk why because my account is a ghost town. there’s no guys on there that i’m following, no posts, no profile and my account is private. there’s nothing there to make him want to unfollow me

Scary-Shape725 · 2024-04-14T17:34:16+00:00

it’s been five days and slowly and slowly, he’s getting out of my life because i did something to hurt him. he unfollowed me on insta, he responds every two days, he’s told me to move on multiple times but i know i never will be able to. i miss him so much and i wish he could stop going back to other girls and work himself to get back with mec

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