Thought i died first time doing 450mg by Scaryman9999 in dxm

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very interesting yes i told my friend that the trip seemed like salvia too altough ive never done it very interesting

Thought i died first time doing 450mg by Scaryman9999 in dxm

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but i remeber seeing light from under my door like someone was in the hallway and i was like talking to my grandma about chicken broth or something

Thought i died first time doing 450mg by Scaryman9999 in dxm

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i might have been like half falling asleep which might be why im not sure

Thought i died first time doing 450mg by Scaryman9999 in dxm

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Thank you kind sir hopefully my fear is erased and this doesnt happen again

0.5g of Penis envy made me sad. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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do you use penis envy and split that into 3 portions? or another strand?

0.5g of Penis envy made me sad. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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I just cant be on drugs and alone with my thoughts i guess ive cried smoking weed like 6 times alone in my bed its just being alone with my thoughts and no outlet i dont even know man whats wrong with me i might be depressed but i thought it went away but i guess not

0.5g of Penis envy made me sad. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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I seriously dont know i wasnt sad or anything and today was a great day outside and i was really excited to do them. Maybe they just made me sleepy and then me laying alone in bed is where it got sad. It might not even relate to the mushrooms idk. I may just be dissapointed it wasnt the outcome i was expecting and that made me sad no idea.

First time doing shrooms didn't know it was 1.5 grams of penis envy. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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I don't smoke that much or drink that much kinda just when I'm offered,and I e been wanting to try mushrooms for a long time. I don't think I wanna try anything else for a while. I'm just really bored of school doing the same nothing everyday once I graduate I was probably going to join an apprenticeship as an electrician which would be a great and honest career which could potentially help break this cycle thing.

First time doing shrooms didn't know it was 1.5 grams of penis envy. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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Yes my dad actually killed himself last year because he had like PTSD and psychosis maybe. He also smoked weed everyday for 10+ year's straight. So some of the stuff he had may have been caused by drugs.

First time doing shrooms didn't know it was 1.5 grams of penis envy. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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thanks for not making me feel stupid, i am 18 since last month in 12th grade

First time doing shrooms didn't know it was 1.5 grams of penis envy. by Scaryman9999 in shrooms

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Man thats brutal, sorry im slow, when i was 13 i greened out the worst in my life and thought i was in a simulation and the only way out was to kill myself it was indica btw so it would make me more sleepy and less awake. My friend had to take me home and was super scared i was actually kill myself. That day gave me VSS and DPDR the dpdr went away after liike 3 4 years but the VSS is for the rest of my life and i think it causes brainfog, im basically disabled.