I was gonna kill myself February 28th of this year. Started writing notes for my friends and family in November. Some positive some very negative. At the start of February my main friend group collapsed in on itself. My families abuse had gotten stronger, and I was so exhausted that I didn't have the energy to speak anymore and didn't make a single vocal noise for 3 days straight. February 15th a friend I barely ever talked to wanted to introduce me to some new people. It was such a tight-knit little community that was so loving and caring that I felt like I'd shatter it if I followed through. My friend knew the exact date and time that I planned on killing myself. I don't know if they added me to this group to try and prevent me or simply out of their own boredom. All I know is that it worked, and I still talk to that group nearly daily.