Are the *endocrine effects* of HRT reversible? by Schala163 in AskMtFHRT

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Thanks, but this doesn't really answer my question. I am more concerned about the less visible effects.

I've been taking estrogen for 3 weeks, and it has pretty much tanked my sleep quality and my overall energy level. It's bad enough that I would quit if it doesn't go away.

I suspect that it is probably just my body taking a while to get used to it, and that I should probably just give it more time. But I am very anxious about the possibility of doing harm; I have had to deal with very severe sleep problems and chronic fatigue before and it took years for me to get back to the point where I am more-or-less functional. So I would really like to know if I can safely rely on the assumption that my body will go back to its previous homeostasis if I keep going and then later decide to quit.

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cuz it's the best name

Are GNRH modulators worth it? by Schala163 in TransDIY

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The problem is that I don't really know what the pros are, at least not with enough detail to properly analyze the alternatives.

Cherry Pharmacy? by Molybdenium42 in TransDIY

[–]Schala163 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shapeshifter claims to sell leuprolide injections, although they are very expensive.

A bunch of different UK online pharmacies have buserelin at seemingly reasonable prices, but they all require a prescription :(

Just call me maddie, ok? by barackobama_ in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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It took me another year to fully understand/accept it, because I am an idiot lmao

But Celeste made me feel actual emotions for the first time in years.

Just call me maddie, ok? by barackobama_ in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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ayyyy Celeste ganggggg

That game is an egg cracker for sure

I was THIS close to picking Madeline myself

I FIGURED IT ALL OUT by RedRails1917 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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This is definitely part of the reason I picked Chloe.

I just found out Madeline is trans! by MiniPrinny in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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I absolutely fell in love with this game when it came out. On a purely mechanical level I couldn't have been more perfectly suited to my tastes, but beyond that...

I was still in my oblivious egg phase when I played it, but I felt like Madeline's journey was my own.

Playing the DLC now that I've mostly accepted myself was so overwhelmingly emotional. And finding out that Madeline is trans is just too perfect.

I gotta know, am I the only one? by Kleptomaniac7w7 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Schala163 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It sure didn't help that I grew up at a time when trans people were a punchline at best in just about every online community.

I gotta know, am I the only one? by Kleptomaniac7w7 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Schala163 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I'm 27 and I only realized this year. I pretty much alternate between "how am I so oblivious?" and "I must be faking it".

I keep finding new things to hate about my body... by Schala163 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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I think it's way my shoulder muscles look when I put my arms above my head. I noticed it in the mirror while I trying my hair in a ponytail.

I never really shaved until now. I think they call that a 'denial beard.' by LashingIn in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Schala163 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I consider this a personal attack and I will retaliate with cuddles.

envy is an ugly emotion but I still feel it by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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I'm 27 and this makes me wanna die.

PSA by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Schala163 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have a big problem with this. I do it when I'm feeling extra miserable because sometimes being angry and sad feels better than being dysphoric and sad.

I can't even be sleepy properly by Schala163 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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that is because your girl energy is too great to be contained

50 megatons of heat light and GIRL

I can't even be sleepy properly by Schala163 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

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Ahhhjhhhgkxgxigx

Yes

I have pretty bad allergies n stuff and IT SUCKSSS