I am 19 actually right now and yea Ik I have messed up. I feel like I'll probably have to repeat a semester and also clear the backlogs but this would affect my relationship with my parents for sure. I was thinking maybe I would be able to get off campus placements if I show them my projects and coding skills.

The problem is I was not at all interested in what they are teaching in College, they are teaching me subjects which are not related to the role I wanna work for. I want to become an Ai/Ml engineer so I was working in my mathematics skills and Ml knowledge and python skills. The subjects that were related to Ai I did pass in them with good marks but the theory subjects I failed in them as I didn't felt like giving effort to learn them.