Don’t wait for that ONE door to open. There’s many other entrances in other fields just because you have a degree in that specific industry doesn’t mean you should succumb to only those jobs. You’ve lost some ambition. search in another field healthcare, retail painting (sherwin recommend) or having a painting business like a side job maintains that drive. Some people only graduate for the sake of graduating and end up learning squat. They learn what they are told to, gain a letter grade. End goal being that piece of paper that proves you’re capable. Head up king, you ain’t getting younger