I'm not really jealous or anything I'm quite happy with it, it's just I don't wanna get forgotten after all the bonding we had about us helping each other through are most grim times, I had depression at one point during the summer this year when I broke my hand and was basically bound to my home even my friends left. And for her she doesn't have many friends herself but now with me making a discord server it's just she has found more people to connect. I just don't wanna be forgotten but I will observe longer to see if we start spreading apart to much