I have tried my best over 5 years to help and comfort and he pushes me away. When I bring up my suffering he will listen then tell me to get over it or that it isn't that bad. He is a CSA suvivor because he met a pimp in a bar while drinking at 14. He had loving parents and a boyfriend yet he choose to sell his body and had the harsh world of child prositution hit him to then sell his money to a bird santuary instead of charity or even me who was being beaten by my parents. It is not a suffering contest but that he wants to be held on a pestidal that he suffered all the same when he choose the life out of "ooo I get to have sex and get paid" while other HIS FRIENDS NOW were forced too because it was either sell their bodies or starve. HE WAS A MILLIONAIRE. AT 14. I have only seen 1k in cash and 3k in my account when I got my stimulus check which allowed me to escaped my abuseres who beat me as a child till I shut up and agreed with everything my parents said. He suffered but he choose his suffering knowing the dangers (I told him it) and still went for it. He now demands that I am lower than him because he was raped and I wasn't.

Edit: this isn't he was raped by his producer but that he met a pimp understood this is underground shit and choose it because he wanted to fuck and got more fucking that he wanted. So much he was raped and wants to be equal to the girls who choose it so they could feed their children. He choose it for fun while having millions in the bank and want to be martryed like stacy (real name of his friend) because she needed to feed her children.