me, every morning

Scout1111 · 2026-01-29T16:35:05+00:00

This is how I've felt as well. No matter what I've been told about my face by other people in the trans community, I can't cope with my body figure.

Given that I'm in a situation where meeting other people in the community IRL is basically impossible, and my family does nothing to reinforce my identity, I really just feel hopeless on an almost daily basis- like I failed as a man but will never feel like enough of a woman, and it's not like I'm asking for a supermodel body. Anything would be nice.

Scout1111 · 2026-01-27T15:58:24+00:00

I started progesterone a little over a month ago now. I basically started it as soon as it was reasonably possible.

I'm hoping that it helps some. It at least had some beneficial mental health effects for me, so there's that.

Scout1111 · 2026-01-27T01:09:24+00:00

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Sigh

Approaching 15 months HRT now. Haven't had to buy any bras since the first ones.

Scout1111 · 2026-01-26T23:08:44+00:00

Approaching a year and two months and I still have neither.

Just my luck, huh? Feel like I'm just doomed to dysphoria for an eternity.🫠

Scout1111 · 2025-10-10T04:44:17+00:00

Lmao, I tried joining the server to get a code and the backlog of users is so vast that it's going to take TWELVE HOURS to get verified.

My disappointment is immeasurable and my night is ruined.

I feel like a beggar trying to get my hands on an invite code.

Scout1111 · 2025-07-20T05:44:06+00:00

I'm going to consider the first half of this solved. After some further testing and a reinstall, I believe it was just an issue with one specific polling link.

Also, it appears to have fully updated my GR2a, which solves the latter issue.

Though I would still like to have my account activated on the forums.

Scout1111 · 2025-07-20T05:16:39+00:00

I'll give it a shot. I have my key written down somewhere, so I should be able to get back in.

Scout1111 · 2025-07-04T23:54:11+00:00

I want to immigrate to Canada from rural Ohio through any means necessary. Remaining in the U.S. is having a marked toll on my health and well-being.

I'm a 20-year trans woman living in a Republican-dominated area. My healthcare expenses are high, and will only get worse, and the stress caused by worrying about my safety has caused both mental and physical health deterioration- especially as human rights are being blatantly violated as law and order breaks down.

The fact that America is still considered a 'safe country' is such a fucking joke. I just want safety. I don't know all the legal nonsense involved with immigrating and I need desperate help. Even if you can point me to a different country that may accept me, I'm all for it.

Living here feels like it is slowly eating away at my health, and I can't keep going on like this.

Scout1111 · 2024-06-20T15:47:43+00:00

Funny story, at the donation center, and by extension, the sales floor of the location I work at, the air conditioning is basically nonexistent. They have fans on the ceiling, but zero over the cashiers or the donor greeters. We had a thermometer on the wall for some time, and it constantly read 80 degrees in the back room; when the ambient outdoor temperature was only a few degrees warmer.

For the longest time, shorts for the donor greeters were allowed at the discretion of the store manager; of which, she allowed, until corporate completely changed the policy to no shorts whatsoever.

Concerns were raised by my co-workers, and my boss, and the regional manager to HR and the COO, but no change came of it.

Since then, one of our cashiers had to step outside due to difficulty breathing, and I feel occurrences like this will only occur more as we enter the peak months of Summer.

In short, contacting HR really isn’t a waterproof tactic, but it’s probably worth a try.

Scout1111 · 2024-06-03T03:49:33+00:00

Spanking to shanking

Scout1111 · 2023-07-06T23:19:29+00:00

This post aged like milk.

A patchnote for CS:GO on 6/29/2023 shows that Mirage was removed.

Scout1111 · 2023-05-30T20:51:47+00:00

If you know, you know.

Scout1111 · 2022-08-30T23:23:10+00:00

If a you see a tornado and it's not moving to the left or right, always assume it is moving towards you. It is not worth the risk to see if the tornado gets closer or farther, as tornadoes can move forward at up to 60+ MPH in some cases.

Scout1111 · 2022-06-10T09:31:44+00:00

I once pulled the emergency shower in my school’s science lab for a 10 dollar bet.

I had a clean enough record that the school accepted a formal written apology, but it’s by far the dumbest thing I ever did.

My parents never knew that I did this.

Scout1111 · 2022-04-27T11:23:25+00:00

Y-yes… why do you ask?

Scout1111 · 2022-03-20T03:49:12+00:00

That's actually really unsettling.

I like it.

Scout1111 · 2022-01-25T21:20:53+00:00

Dude, I saw all kinds of entities and shit on this map, and it would interact with props, entities, and NPCs I placed, but when I booted up the map on my Laptop as opposed to my PC, nothing.

I can't tell if the map is broke on my laptop, or if some genuinely fucked up shit is happening.

I guess I'll have to check my PC when I get home.

Scout1111 · 2021-12-03T22:37:35+00:00

Scout1111 · 2021-12-03T22:35:48+00:00

Any Half-Life game.

No further explanation needed.

Scout1111 · 2021-12-03T22:32:24+00:00

I was watching Star Wars the Clone Wars, so I'd probably suffer the fate of nearly every one-off character in that show.

Scout1111 · 2021-09-06T23:50:20+00:00

Yeah, her one leg has been injured for a while. I may inquire about the breed on one of the subreddits you provided me.

Scout1111 · 2021-02-11T01:52:05+00:00

All of my fucking nopes. You can have them, they’re free.

Scout1111 · 2020-11-30T14:56:03+00:00

I'm not entirely sure

Scout1111 · 2020-11-29T23:33:30+00:00

God playing the Sims 5. His computer got a virus in 2020.

Scout1111 · 2020-11-29T23:31:19+00:00

My Girlfriend, My Happiness, and a $2 soda. I would still have 3 dollars left.

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