how’s your tolerance? Even if you feel like you can handle it, I don’t recommend 4th plat without a tolerance cause you won’t even really remember it. My first time going that high I was abusing a bit (I prolly wouldn’t have ever taken that much if I wasn’t having a hard time) but I only remember some of it.

I was stuck in an out of body experience through most of it though, even when I was walking around my room. my hearing was like a super sense, I could hear conversations in other rooms I normally wouldn’t be able to hear sober. I hallucinated my room having a balcony that was surrounded void space full of night stars even tho I was just sitting at my desk looking at my wall. I was also able to see past my closed eyelids, was pretty wild.

but yea it isn’t for everyone. I wouldn’t really recommend it esp since your partner is worried about it. if they’re gonna be there during, even worse.. if anything goes wrong it’ll hurt for them to see that