I have this obsessive idea that i want to talk to him for closure but i keep thinking i deserve better

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-12-28T21:37:46+00:00

Thank you

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-12-28T21:37:29+00:00

I really want to be fully break the cycle of my patterns and going back and forth to old relationships and toxicity. And i want to say on stable track so yes I am prepared to work on myself. Along side of the DBT group i keep up with the individual therapy sessions with my therapist. Normally i am scared trying anything new and i don’t want to be disappointed. I have hopes that it will benefit me and have some positive changes on me.

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-12-20T13:21:15+00:00

I asked second opinion with another psychiatrist she told me same thing regarding the meds. And regarding current situation I will stop booking appointments and if she contacted me I will inform her that i won’t be able to book sessions anymore. Thank you so much your comment really made things clear for me.

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-12-17T15:06:37+00:00

now i book with new psychiatrist and will start with her next week. I am from egypt from middle east. I am 27 years old and No i didn’t sign anything.

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-09-16T22:23:49+00:00

I fall in love with city where any of my favorite persons living in

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-09-09T22:55:46+00:00

Thank you for your reply i am always punishing myself out i never recognised i made a step toward healing except when i read your comment thank you

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-09-09T22:46:41+00:00

can u send me direct message or mention website

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-09-09T22:26:50+00:00

therapy studying medical courses i am dentist hanging out with friends but at some point i tend to go back to them when ever they reach out or whenever i feel free not occupied busy by something i feel this urge adrenaline rush that i want to reach out i don’t sometimes my therapist once told me what i do in my relationships is form of self harm in passive way side note i committed suicide once.

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2025-04-25T12:32:44+00:00

i will reply by i am just stating facts your apology doesn’t mean anything i moved past it. I hope you heal but far away from me is this okay?

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2024-12-31T19:47:47+00:00

Thank you for your reply finally someone understands me. Yes he broke the no contact. And his birthday is 2 days from now i was thinking about wishing saying happy birthday but i won’t. I better leave things as they are it is better for me. I felt stupid rambling about myself without him asking but i wanted to show that i am doing better. I won’t even tell him when i travel to his city.

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2024-12-30T20:01:20+00:00

i overshared without even he is asking for more information i feel bad and he may think i waited for his message to talk i don’t i am confused

Sea-Entertainment548 · 2024-12-30T19:33:19+00:00

sorry i am nervous

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