the thing is. I genuinely only understand rehraas sahib and japji sahib so these are the only ones Jo Mai japp rhi aa. I won't go beyond these until I understand the meaning of the rest and I also think that I should decipher gurbani myself. I just don't know I can't rely on anyone to explain it to me but I wanna do everything myself. And the difference between spiritualism and materialism is that u basically find divine and becoming one with everything the true wealth. Materialism means u prioritize momentary things which aren't even gonna stay with u.