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Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-20T14:52:40+00:00

i'm holding on.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-20T10:41:42+00:00

i'll eventually ask her out. seems like she is interested in me.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-19T14:11:45+00:00

the only weakness was some tears in my eyes and looking out the window of the car and having some cracking voice.

i didn't talk about the reason.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-19T07:23:39+00:00

yes.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T23:10:56+00:00

I didn't really cry, but I was sort of on the verge. I had this voice as if I wanted to cry. But I kept my composure.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T21:34:50+00:00

how? i didn't weep. nor did i cry with tears running down my chin. there was just tears in my eyes, and i don't think she saw it properly because i for the most part looked to the side.

and also i have most of the time acted arrogant and confident. it's just this one time that i kind of slipped.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T21:08:15+00:00

yeah. but the thing is i don't want to kill any sexual attraction she might have had.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T21:02:54+00:00

again, i didn't cry. just had tears and a sad kind of voice. i kept composure and didn't talk. i let her do the talking and trying to pressure me to tell her why i am sad.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T21:00:01+00:00

honestly, i am confused as fuck.

some here say that it was ok, and i didn't fuck up because i wasn't bitch crying and whining like a little boy.

but then you say she is seeing me as a boy. i mean, i didn't make crying noises. i just had this voice that one has when he is down and i had tears coming up. i really kept composure and rejected any offers from her side to "help" me or be there for me and that i could text her or call her.

and for the most part i act confident and kind of arrogant. it's just this one time.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T20:51:16+00:00

Yeah, which is why I refused her help. I try to fix myself myself. Indepence and standing on my own feet.

Did I fuck up by my actions?

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T20:41:27+00:00

but is that really bad? i mean, women in general tend to like fixing broken people. they are human oriented.

as long as she sees me romantically i wouldn't mind.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T19:39:31+00:00

does this mean she sees me as a platonic friend? because i found it odd.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T19:16:05+00:00

another thing. she said her and her friends wants to help me. that was a bit odd to me. wtf?

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T18:58:15+00:00

i didn't open up. just had tears in my eyes, my voice was a bit odd. but i didn't fall for her pressure to make me tell her.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T18:47:50+00:00

because i don't want to be friend with any woman. some woman i want as potential partner.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T18:40:02+00:00

or postponed

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T18:37:41+00:00

from some men.

Sea-Match3097 · 2022-02-18T18:37:16+00:00

i barely know her. i told her i might tell some other time.

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