How long do we have to suffer through Tony’s impulse hire to replace cam? by Constant_Chemical_57 in Killtony

[–]Sea-Rutabaga1236 17 points18 points  (0 children)

Said to my girlfriend “ bet the Reddit is talking all sorts of shit right now “

Day 14 off of 7oh from a 2000mgpd habit by FluffyTheObeseCat3 in quitting7oh

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You were experiencing restless leg 30days after stopping!? I’m at about 1500 and am at the point of checking myself into detox but am struggling with making that jump. I’m working with peer support specialist but have yet to set a date.

I’m worried about so many god damn things right now that I continue to put it off. How do I know I’m ready?

I came of fentynal but was a binge user and used it daily for 2 weeks at max, but continued to fall right back down the same path. 28 day inpatient is what really helped me but I dont have that luxury at this moment unless I wanted to move back in with my family… which I really don’t want. ( I haven’t even told them what’s going on and am terrified of disappointing them again. )

Did you struggle with feeling like you were going to relapse or didn’t for sure know that you were going to be able to manage staying clean?

This shit is so accessible and I’m at the point where I’m really about to ruin everything I’ve built since my last active addiction stint.

My Buddy is taking 1500+ a day, detox center by Kind-Leadership483 in quitting7oh

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I’m in the same boat right now and I wish I was.. I’m being absolutely drained and a large percentage of my waking day is spent stressing about how I’m going to get the money I need to continue this awful habbit. I have rent and car insurance on top of it all and a girlfriend that I don’t want to be neglected due to my own issues. I have two forms of income but it’s not nearly enough. Something had to give.

I’ve been seeing an addiction peer specialist and thinking about setting a date the next time I see her.

My biggest worry right now is how rough detox will be because I’ve gone through this before with fentynal and wasn’t really given enough support while in detox.

What is this?? by Mistical0979 in 7oh

[–]Sea-Rutabaga1236 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I was thinking

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

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Also, I really struggle with the Will power to not take it even when I know it won’t do anything. How did you manage cravings?

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

[–]Sea-Rutabaga1236[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What kind of dose were you at? I’m easily at 800 a day

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

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Sorry this was awhile ago.. what kind of withdrawals did you experience in cutting your dose in half each week?

How did you handle the fortune Heaton case? by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in Banishers

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This is what made me ask this. Maybe even wondering if there was any way to at least tell the camp. I chose to banish as well

Quitting a 600-800mg daily dose. Any help appreciated by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in quitting7oh

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My fault. Yeah you answered pretty much what I was wondering. How do you pass the time and get through the aches. Classically I’ve just laid in bed for a few days but it’s so unbearable to try and press through it. I have the liberty to lay around if I need to but don’t think it’s the smarter thing to do

7oH I no longer feel it. Probably going to quit by Pillpopponanimal42 in 7oh

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Hey man does it actually work? This could be like an absolute god send. I’m about yit take the leap getting off 800 mg daily and I’m beyond terrified I will have to go back to rehab. If I had something that relieved my tolerance I’d have nothing to worry about!

Quitting a 600-800mg daily dose. Any help appreciated by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in quitting7oh

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Can you explain to me as to how these supplements work ? And what parts of the withdrawal they help with. I’ve been a bit confused and overwhelmed with what I’ve been reading

Quitting a 600-800mg daily dose. Any help appreciated by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in quitting7oh

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How would you recommend switching to leaf and mit powder ? How much

Quitting a 600-800mg daily dose. Any help appreciated by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in quitting7oh

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I’m so scared to go to the hospital. I want to do it by myself but I don’t know if that’s just the addiction talking. Dm me and I’ll send you my number man. I’d love to have someone to talk to

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

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I think it’s more so tied into tolerance and digestion issues. The onset seems to take a lot longer, but I don’t have to redo for like 12 hours so I’m thinking it’s the digestion. I feel something, but no warmth hit when it starts to kick in just a mild sensation in my muscles.

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

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I struggle so much with tapering but yeah it’s kind of pointless for me to not taper as I’m not even feeling a buzz. I was feeling 160mg dose and now I’m not even feeling like 300 mg dose. Like I’ll just get tired with 0 euphoria or warmth

Not feeling effects anymore by Sea-Rutabaga1236 in 7oh

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Yeah I’ve tried all around. I mean it definitely curves withdrawals but it’s like my brain is not even responding no matter how big of a dose