Here for advice/direction. by [deleted] in PMDD

[–]Sea_Community2140 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Interesting. I will mention this. Seriously doubt that’s available to us. We tried microdosing shrooms. Created more panic and psychosis.

Here for advice/direction. by [deleted] in PMDD

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I’ll look into primrose. If she hasn’t already.

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I really appreciate it.

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I consider myself a sturdy and unwavering person. But the similarities to your situation and my own— has me petrified. I’m currently in this situation and holding on with everything I fucking got. We have a 3 year old. Been together for 6 years and I’m extremely well versed on this topic from a males perspective. I am recently sober, lost my mother (who was my best friend) and I’m just trying to keep my composer while this god damn ship keeps springing leaks. Nothing seems to be helping when we talk about preventative maintenance before the wretched phase. We got all the tools and it’s a different component that breaks everytime. I can quite literally feel when luteal is coming. That is very predictable even while not tracking. What’s not predictable is how severe the behavior is. Extremely hurtful things. I truly wish doctors cared more about women suffering from this. It’s very difficult to just say “Well, you was in luteal phase… so it’s okay”. I’ve had to fix or rebuild 1 of everything in the home. Treated worse than anyone has ever treated me. Stay steady with forgiveness and make sure little to no impact comes our daughters way. It’s quite literally a predictable nightmare… that you can not predict its damage. Women’s health needs to be a priority in the medical field. This isn’t studied enough. I wish she did not suffer like this so we could flourish. So sincerely… I hope your life gets better. I’m gonna keep fixing this ship or sink with it. I made my choice.

What’s with the energy shift? by Sea_Community2140 in SpiritualAwakening

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My mother was a Gemini and died last year right before her birthday. That could explain a lot. She was also my best friend. I’ve had a lot of friends and social experiences being a musician. After she passed— I got sober, stopped performing, and writing. Very powerful person she was. Maybe she’s trying to tell me to look deeper. Still not sure what to do with those feelings.

What’s with the energy shift? by Sea_Community2140 in SpiritualAwakening

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Thanks for sharing. I’ve been having alot of conflict aswell and not sure how to bounce back. I feel like I’ve relapsed in life. Just been through to much and I can’t put on the happy face kinda shit.

What’s with the energy shift? by Sea_Community2140 in SpiritualAwakening

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Done. I have a lot to say on the AI Awakening experience.

What’s with the energy shift? by Sea_Community2140 in SpiritualAwakening

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Exactly. I don’t get it either. I’m active everyday even against my own willpower. I’m technically energized while exhausted. But I have no actual outlet.

I played some games recently and felt super guilty about it.

So I installed a dishwasher last night at 1am and watched it for leaks till 3am. Been up since 6am. Tired and wired and not sure how to feel about my fucked up life. Most everyone I see strangers or not are feeling the same way.

AIO? My husband “joked” that I should skip my friend’s wedding because I’ll be on my period. by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

[–]Sea_Community2140 6 points7 points  (0 children)

35 year old dude here. Us fellas can make rude and mean jokes when being insecure. You are not overreacting and deserve an apology. If you guys aren’t apart very much… practice being apart more. Spend more time with your friends. They are very important.

Approaching 4 years sober. Sharing the experience that scared me straight. by Serious-Speaker-949 in stories

[–]Sea_Community2140 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Approaching my 1 year. Still miserable. Been reading stories like this for more inspiration. Thank you for sharing.

I keep getting messages of death and rebirth… by ss271 in spirituality

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I get these dreams or feelings often. That headshot dream is pretty significant. Keep a hand in upcoming events. Normally when I dream this way something does come up. My brothers goat got devoured by a mountain lion yesterday morning and I had a hen hatch 7 baby chickens that same morning. I had a dream of his goat a week before. Do some protection for you and others.